Oh my goodness!! Happy birthday to you!
So sorry for the germs everywhere. It can be so overwhelming.
You can do hard things! You got this
By the way, may I please offer you some of my handmade comfrey diaper cream. No charge. A birthday gift. Only 4 ingredients. Olive oil, comfrey , beeswax and non nano zinc oxide. My friend swears by it for her 6 mo old.