Beautiful share brother 😌 If I may…. It’s not that any of those practices or modalities are flawed. Quite the opposite. They likely helped “loosen your cap” so to speak. But as you have now clearly discovered, the process of awakening/healing/becoming self-sovereign is not about “adding” anything to yourself. It’s about feeling into your most vulnerable (and often hidden) stuck emotional patterns and letting them go. Blessings 💓🧬 🦋