I feel the same way. I wasn't at the speech. But I knew he would be President in January of 2016, when the crowded primary was spinning up. I voted for him every time. I attended all three Stop the Steal rallies in DC. Yes, I was there on J6 with my wife and son. I still have hope because politics is what it is. But Trump's leadership since the Inauguration isn't helping much. He must promise to kill off Theil's surveillance state vision and cut himself off from jewish control over his leadership. He has an opportunity to do so much good for America and the world.