I just don't want to fucking vibe code. I realize my entire career was me latching onto employers who would pay me to autistically occupy myself with their problems. This should have been obvious to me. Dipping out of their launch parties. Scoffing at their dumb little "thank you" gift cards. These people hated the work and reveled in the reward. FOR ME THE WORK KEPT THE VOICES AT BAY AND NOW THE FUCKING MACHINE DEMONS HAVE TAKEN THAT FROM ME.