I had big plans for my "mid-life crisis" looking at 40, thinking, maybe get a motorbike? Move to South America?? Hike the Appalacian trail? Who knows! Endless possibilities... But instead life brought me exactly that, "the biggest trial of your life." It's been the toughest last 3 months of my entire life, and I'm not close to being out of the muck yet. But I do trust that once I do make it out the other side (and I know I will), I will come out stronger and changed forever. Not the midlife crisis I wanted, but (maybe?) the one I needed? #timewilltell 😑🙏