The reason people search for meaning in their lives and cannot find it is because meaning is something that must be created. Those who do not create that meaning themselves will always feel that it is absent. Before humanity existed, before there were people on Earth, there was no meaning. Meaning is something created by humans, carried and held by humans. If you do not live with this awareness, your life becomes something that happens to you. We are creators by creating. It is absolutely necessary to take full responsibility for your own existence, your own feelings, your own experience of this ephemeral life. Don't assume someone will tell you the meaning of your life, because you will follow meaning that isn't yours. Create your own meaning, be a creator, be like your creator.