Sorry to hear :( If it’s any consolation, trust that the dots will connect and the stars align eventually. Stealing words from Steve Jobs. Definitely try OpenSats! There’s a bitcoin jobs board too, forget exact URL. Put together a portfolio if you haven’t already. Actually, make 2. One normie one and one that describes your passion for bitcoin / nostr. Good to have normie job options - hit LinkedIn and share expertise / case studies. Hit up bitcoin Twitter to share your other portfolio. Best of luck to you! Just be active in sharing and you’ll find something!