oh, I never saw myself as a victim. I just see myself being abused and i'm sick of it. there's only so much a person can take I love black women, but we can be our own worst enemy, especially in terms of resources and family dynamics. I told my parents I was doing his whole bitcoin thing and my goals for my career but because they don't see it the same way it doesn't matter what I do. I'm not going to get the help or support that i need. everything that I've built for myself has been destroyed out of spite because sometimes your own people hate to see you succeed.