I aknowledge that I have not been totally honest here so far.
I had been trying to find my place on nostr, but only showing one facett of myself. You know, the good one, the strong, positive and well thought out one.
Of course it is of limited interest to anyone. Who want to talk with semi people? And what does it bring to me?
The truth is, I am strong. And I am weak too.
I worked my ass off for ten years trying to promote fairness and transparency in finance, with very moderate success, buying in the startup fashion. Then, two and a half years ago, my doctor diagnosed me with "burnout". Or more precisely, asthenia and anxiety.
Following the birth of my first child, we had just moved to the countryside, and I had decided to take care of the construction work of our old house myself. We were expecting our second child. Additionaly, my work with my company was buried with a shitload of stupid bureaucratic issues. It had become too much.
What once seemed like everything is possible had become excessively challenging.
Since then it's been quite a journey: becoming dad a second time, succeeding in selling my company, living in a work-sometimes-in-progress house, dealing with high variations of energy that turn the planning of anything into nothing but a bet.
I am currently a divided person working on (re)uniting myself. One part of me is only love, faith and trust in the process. The other part is struggling with day to day life with significantly decreased cognitive capacities (especially memory and focus).
But all of this is good. This is my path. I am in a place where I have to and get to say "no" to more things. All these nos leading to the big yes of me.
Strangely, the spirit on nostr is helping me with all of it. Thank you all.
So I am slowly but surely going all in for freedom, consciousness, privacy, transparency, nature, spirituality, open source, decentralisation, sovereignty, sharing... Everything is connected anyway.
I will mostly share about spirituality, nature, falling and healing on this account:
@Earthl and about my more material projects and involvements here.
Very pleased to meet you.
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