How do I fix this Nostr Fam? I must’ve pissed off every relay owner, & primal developer? #AskNostr

Need a girl to give me an oatsjob 😩.

I will be honest, and transparent with all of you. I engage in mass psychological memetic activity to either 1. To condition you to seek truth, and be critical. 2. Demoralize, and Reprogram you towards my goals, and intentions which are to return to a previous state of being when life was more affordable, stable, and generally more free, and permissive.

I actually want Monero to be cheaper so I could buy more.

“I have a great penis, the best penis, no one has a penis better than mine, they say wow, such a great penis, I’d show it to you all but I don’t think the media would like that, they’d get jealous because they’ve never seen one so great before.” “They say Donald showed his penis to everyone, I’ve done it before at the beauty pageants but that’s ok because I was paying them, and they all liked it.” “They might have to make a Rudolph parody about my penis honestly”.

Ranking psyops by effectiveness. 1. 9/11 2. Climate Change 3. Covid 4. Swine Flu 5. Ebola 6. Hantavirus 7. Monkey Pox

Junior High/High School is for dating women that will ruin you, and College is for dating women that will fix you. Your 30s are for drinking, and contemplating suicide 🤗. Your 40s are for becoming a member of the boomerocracy, and oppressing your subordinates. Your 50s to 60s are for taking 70 vacations a year off your home equity while your children struggle to survive in their roommate commune of gay black transgender women that all grow their own crops. Your 70s, 80s, 90s, etc. are for being racist, & shitting yourself so the hot nursing assistant changes your diaper after you get freaky with other elderly people in the elderly village, and have an increased rates of STDs (because elderly people get really freaky, STDs transmission is an actual problem, and I’m not making this up at all) Your 100s are for dispersing Samson level knowledge to your great grandchildren while you watch the earth burn up to climate change because you failed to advocate for nuclear energy while you were younger.

Thinking About That Blue Haired Girl That Ruined My Life Again. I still love her, & can’t get over her. View quoted note →

I am actually indifferent to goth women but I’ve just stuck with it for meme purposes.

Who’s the gayest person on Nostr? View quoted note →

Monero is for those who have nothing to hide. I’m probably the most transparent, and honest person on here. I tell all of you almost every detail about myself except my birthdate, networth, current employer, and precise location since that’s just basic opsec. I tell you all my hobbies, my age, my political interests, my affiliations, etc. Since again, I have nothing to hide. If I wanted to hide stuff I’d use filthy fiat. Monero is for honest truthful trustworthy individuals. Monero is against the big banks, and wars.

My life is complex. So to start off, I grew up young as a child I played outdoors until I was probably up to 7 to 10 then I got an Xbox, and a Wii, I liked games. I used computers, game consoles, etc. frequently around pre-teen years, DSi was probably my daily driver. I didn’t get a smartphone until maybe junior high. I signed up for a YouTube account around 2012 because I wanted a YouTube account like everyone else did, I also used flipnote hatena, and read a lot of shonen jump manga. In 2008 during the big financial crisis unfortunately my family life wasn’t that great, parents lost the house. Lived with my mom during my teenage years. Really never fit in, or got along with too many people, probably had one or two friends at most at any given time throughout school. Went through a hardcore fundamentalist Christian phase from 18 to 23 probably. I still believe in The Bible but am mostly reserved on most affairs these days. Covid lockdowns made me Hoppean, read a Ron Paul book a few year prior. Then Andrew Yang talked about Ai, and I saw self checkout taking away my hours in retail at the time, knew it was a valid threat, looked up what do rich people buy to make money. Learned about stocks, and finance, etc. somewhere along the line I learned about Privacy because of Snowden, and The Computer Chaos Club when I was like 14 had a laptop. Did some Bitcoin mining, it crashed. Didn’t dabble with crypto until 2018, became a degen trader in 2018, lost like $300+ dollars, said I never wanted to do crypto again. 2021 came around massive pump happened, learned more about the tech, become hardcore Cryptoanarchist. Didn’t go to college because of DEI, and Student debt, so just kept working. I “failed” high school because I was a disaffected youth, didn’t really care for much, found the classes boring, didn’t like writing assignments, did amazing on tests because I knew a lot of the stuff but had a terrible time putting it into word. As you all can tell if you’re reading this I’m very prose-liberal with my writing style. I liked math, science, and technology the whole though. Thought NASA, and CDC, etc. were cool until all the lies started coming out. Again 2021 became an AnCap. 2023/2024 Watched Mr. Robot, Serial Experiments Lain, and started getting esoteric knowledge. Nowadays, I just shitpost on Nostr hoping that somehow this is the lifeboat for free people. We’ll see. It’s a weird life. Unlike a lot of people who got the privilege of being white, or Mexican, or black, or Asian, or Jewish, I didn’t get that privilege, I got everything I knew about the world destroyed, any sense of identity or purpose dismantled. It’s a bizarre life, I’m just an economic unit forced to somehow fend for myself for share holder profit but I’m also a shareholder so I’m basically torturing myself to make myself rich later but at least I invest because otherwise I would just be suffering without an end.

The amount of potential subnotes on here. Just @ me people 😑.

The main reasons I’m not a programmer is because 1. It takes too much time to develop the skill. 2. It requires specific knowledge that can at some times be difficult to grasp. 3. It takes a lot of focus, & concentration to work on it. 4. Economic opportunities are uncertain. So I did the logical thing, & followed the money instead.

Knowing things has lead to both my downfall, and ascent over time.

Jewnero, & Bitcoyim

Me: “I’m not dying for Isra-“ Negev-Chan: “Has anyone told you that you’re a cute goy” Me: “$5 Billion for Israel, and when am I getting deployed ma’am 🪖🫡?”

Capitalism K-On meme

Me when the Bitcoyim remind me of Monero’s hash rate.

Neon Genesis Evangelion Everytime We Touch Nazi Meme