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drea 4 months ago
chat this is about reconfiguring the notion of smart devices into seamless and easily distributable relay hardware that protects the transfer of data from interception by the panopticon, prevents spam by intentional dead zoning, and also kills the notion of the app and what we like to believe is the holy grail of operating systems
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drea 4 months ago
omg the bots in #21m are insane
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drea 4 months ago
anyways, I think it makes a difference in how you approach endings with someone who has serious emotional problems. you can either react according to their own standard, which is hostility or some sort of perverse twisting of a heartfelt "thank you for the lessons but goodbye," but in the end you get to choose to be honest with yourself and honest with them even if it's painful to be. there are people in every area of life who should never have your time or energy, and especially if you're competing with them in the marketplace of ideas and winning lol.
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drea 4 months ago
chat I love it when I'm so right about something that it makes somebody default to their most basic instinct it's like sending them back to square one while I level up lmao
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drea 4 months ago
don't worry chat it's still cringe over there just trying to force quit the acrimony program so we can get moving
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drea 4 months ago
GM chat has anyone ever been skydiving? I wanna go so bad!
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drea 4 months ago
chat what is the function of faith, hope, and love in an era of extreme genetic determinism?
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drea 4 months ago
chat it's so quiet over there it's like nobody knows what to say and there are no more excuses
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drea 4 months ago
wow chat good thing I have a spare phone cause my other one just did something I have never seen a phone do before and now it's dead.
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drea 4 months ago
the other thing is that I never really thought about how the potential for all of these bleeding hearts left in the wake of my absence, but I'm not sure who to blame for that. am I the one asking me to step away from my duty and obligation to improving the morale of my generation? it's a logistical issue mostly, in that perhaps actual real life beings may require my time, not that none of you are real life beings, but you're also kind of not? I suppose nobody anticipated me being on the receiving end of so many parasocial internet affections but here we are and I love you, too. when you miss me, just think of the solid five years we had together—you reading my writings and not knowing how to respond, and me thinking you don't care but you really, really care. what is the proper resolve? vlogging is too intrusive and newsletters are low key lame. I'm open to suggestions.
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drea 4 months ago
chat vlogging is a form of socializing and honestly I'm not the biggest fan of socializing but I am willing on some occasions to do a live stream of myself maybe practicing percussion or maybe I will get some synthesizers and show you how good I am at patching and twisting knobs ok.
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drea 4 months ago
chat it's the dawning feeling that I may soon be compelled by my own sense of compassion to account for a specific portion of my mean tweets regardless of whether they were warranted by circumstance and a history of grandiose hubris and malfeasance