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limitlesslaurel
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fundamentally healthy, inherently wild.
so fucking happy i’ll be sleeping in costa rica tn, & surfing in the morning πŸ„πŸ»β€β™€οΈ BLESSINGS ARE EVERYWHERE, breathe in and notice. GN NOSTR 🫢🏼
#poemstr i’ve lost the will to try and continue to let time pass me by i’ve grown weary oh so dreary planted and drowning just like seaweed breathing in, i know you wouldn’t believe me and it’s not just the way you treat me it the way you look the way you took everything which once made me shook with excitement, with cheer, with laughter all year you sought and you bought every last thought that made me feel fear then you brought the lot to my heart to rot to deepen the disease that brought us to our knees we love you we love you we love you will that ever be enough? my shell is simply not tough and truth is, finding more will is a diamond in the rough.
love speaks loudest in the dark light sparks beneath the blanket of time a flame that grows from within a tree that feels no wind a story that has yet to begin. no sense to know just be… let it grow. GN nostr πŸ’œ
GM nostr πŸ’œ just a few years ago, i wouldve needed an hour to recover just from someone putting this plate in front of me. since a fishing-trip-gone-wrong when i was young, i’ve dealt with a sort of ptsd around Anything from the ocean. sweating profusely, shaking in fear, vomiting because of the nerves. it seriously cut off half of what was possible for my tastebuds. when i formed my business, i recognized the weight of the word β€œlimitless” in a whole new way. sure, the research says we can change our programming, but what does it really mean to do that? i challenged myself to find out. again and again and again. for this irrational fear, it started with a pet fish. then friend-filled-dinners where i had support in sitting at a table with fish on it. then going to seafood restaurants- even if all i could handle that day was a nice dessert for dinner. embarrassing as it has been over the years of breaking thru, i persevered. i sweat in the restaurants, i cried in the kitchen, i vomited in the garbage can (thankfully πŸ˜…) i recognized that we are all afraid of some things. i recognized the way people ridiculed your weaknesses comes from a reflection of their own. and i decided to be someone deeply unafraid in this world. unafraid of making a fool of myself. because in this case, making a fool of myself was on the path to this little freedom. to this new world of cuisine. i encourage you to recognize your fears and reorganize your priorities. sure, suffering is part of the human condition- but do you recognize all of the fears causing you more suffering? do you continue to choose those fears over those paths to freedom? have you asked yourself, why? or, whether it’s worth it? i hope you take this silly little story of mine and find more freedom in your own life. truly, i pray we all find the trust in ourselves, god, universal flow, to make evolution happen. it’s not pretty, it’s not easy. it’s worth it. πŸ§šπŸΌβ€β™€οΈ
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