now that we’ve got tools like open claw, codex, claude, i’m so ready to return to legacy media.
no, not as my new internet socializing center
and no, i’m not leaving nostr platforms, at all.
learning bitcoin and freedom tech helped me understand where my service to the world has failed to provide the most important freedoms- both for myself and my clientele.
internalizing and assimilating these concepts led me through a rollercoaster of life extremes where i felt like a hermit who never would return because the world is too broken to even try. i would think- i will just simply stay here in this little safe, sovereign corner of the internet. forget about sharing my gift with the rest of the world, they would never understand, especially with what i know now.
what a fairy tale- and not the kind with real world wisdom in it at all.
the kind that keeps you trapped in your own cycles of fear and love fighting each other for the light inside you.
i realize and now have the tools to return to the spaces where people like us aren’t . the places where people are stuck in their loops of powerlessness, and uninspired because people like _us_ decide we’re better than those spaces.
forget that!
i chose to follow my heart because i love humanity! i love what makes humans human! i love sharing the gifts god has made possible for me in this lifetime! it keeps me hopeful and in love with life- regardless of what ridiculous news pops up each day.
so i see now, how clearly necessary it is to omit this possessiveness- this idea that i’m a bitcoiner and he’s not because x, y, z. the idea that, it’s better to hide or ignore or stay away from the normies because it’s just too unbearable to listen to them go off on things they only have surface level knowledge of.
its necessary now more than ever to remember, to revitalize, to remain HUMAN! to connect with your faith, to recognize and release your emotions, to help your USD loving neighbor, to share whatever you love so dearly with WHOEVER walks towards you really!
why gate-keep what blessings god bestowed? why hide from darkness and only enjoy the light? why continue on and fight? just to be right?
i don’t want to be right.
i want to be love.
i want to see just how many lives i can touch, and just how many can touch my own.
that isn’t going to happen here, right now. but because i’ve been here, and only here, until now, i’ve gained access to the tools that will aid in a return to a platform over which i have no control.
freedom technology will only bring us forward if we are so willing to TRY.
i might be wrong- and come running and crying back to nostr in just a few weeks.
who cares?! not i… because at the end, i know, i tried.
