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limitlesslaurel
limitlesslaurel@primal.net
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fundamentally healthy, inherently wild.
my dad just tried shaming me for eating a brownie for dinner πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ β€œno meat, no vegetables?!?” πŸ₯Έ acting like i don’t have steak and eggs every morning… lol
do you think a few gruesome vivid dreams can create a trauma response irl? πŸ˜…πŸ₯²πŸ˜• just woke myself up whimpering from a plethora of long scary dreams, that kinda had to do with an irrational fear i’ve recently worked very hard to overcome. as soon as i woke i up i reminded myself it was a dream and it stopped the tears/fear, now i’m a bit worried that i’ll freak out next time i try to go swimming. (because in the very last dream, it felt like time had passed since seeing my friends get aten by alligators and i went swimming but within a few moments, had a panic attack) not tryina embarrass myself at the public swimming hole πŸ˜… & my new friends here have no idea how bad that fear was for me.. maybe i’m heavy overthinking because it’s still before sunrise. or maybe i should avoid swimming in fishy waters for the next few weeks… life is funny πŸ˜†
i maaay have just orange/purple pilled my absolute FAV circadian company 🀭🀞🏼 let’s give it some time for the rabbit hole to set in…
i’m so excited to start barbell work again so i decided i’m gonna record as much of my come back as i can 🧸 enjoy this super silly little video i made before going into a 13hr work day 🀭
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