today was so fun,
i played with sweet lil twin 3 y.o.βs, then had some tallow fries and talked about energy for hours.
thanks universe πππ»
what are you grateful for today?
grown men literally crying to get what they want are so gross.
donβt be that guy.
if youβre that guy, please, for the love ofβ¦ Anythingβ¦
go get help.
and no, darling, the psychedelics are not helping. π₯Έ
love withers in the face of despair
your face trembles beneath the cold air
how i dream of the days
where you were still there
on this silent night
i feel my heart tear
do you think a few gruesome vivid dreams can create a trauma response irl?
π π₯²π
just woke myself up whimpering from a plethora of long scary dreams, that kinda had to do with an irrational fear iβve recently worked very hard to overcome. as soon as i woke i up i reminded myself it was a dream and it stopped the tears/fear, now iβm a bit worried that iβll freak out next time i try to go swimming. (because in the very last dream, it felt like time had passed since seeing my friends get aten by alligators and i went swimming but within a few moments, had a panic attack)
not tryina embarrass myself at the public swimming hole π & my new friends here have no idea how bad that fear was for me..
maybe iβm heavy overthinking because itβs still before sunrise. or maybe i should avoid swimming in fishy waters for the next few weeksβ¦ life is funny π