My day started pretty sad today. I saw a notification of my good old friend Leta who'd left a comment to another mutual friend of ours, Jackie. I've lost touch with Jackie and most of my network from the good ol' early internet marketing days some years ago when I took a sabbatical and went on my spiritual healing journey. I'm still fb friends with most though. I was pretty devastated to read a letter from Jackie sharing that she lost her 31 year old beautiful daughter just recently to a rear form of cancer that she was diagnosed with just last year. 😭 A few times throughout the day I thought of Jackie and grieved for and with her. There's no bigger loss than a mother losing her child. Tonight and earlier today I feel like I reached a sense of stillness and silence I've been having a hard time arriving to for some time. Something has shifted and I've dropped in deeper in a place of quite within my body. I don't know for sure but I think the little bit of grieving and reflection yet again on life's impermanence has had a part in that.

I could really use some of y'all's help here on Nostr — web developers or designers. I'm vibe coding this website, diyana.care, and I'm really struggling with getting this one detail. I actually vibe coded it three months ago and figured it's fine for now, but I've just returned to refine it a little bit more. And I'm completely stuck. I feel pretty satisfied with the overall result, except that there is this gray strip on mobile that just seems to be unremovable by Replit. Replit keeps telling me it's correcting it and removing it, but it's still there. It told me the strip was the page background showing through, so it changed that to the cream of the body section to match. Still there, gray. It told me it had changed the color to a warm wood-brown to match the ceiling beams in the hero photo — which was another approach I asked it to try. Still there. In one of the iterations, it somehow managed to reduce the size, but then other things got messed up, and I reverted it back. And I don't even know how to get back to that point and be satisfied with just a smaller gray strip that's out of place. I have literally spent hours and hours and so many tokens just to get this fucking little tweak done. At this point, I'm just pretty tired of the whole experience. Like - I'm done, fuck it. I really don't want to start from scratch. I'm not going to start from scratch. I am just gonna leave it like this unless someone here has a tip or some guidance for what I should do. I'm extremely happy that nowadays I can just whip up and vibe code a website fairly inexpensively, and I'm not going to invest in a designer or web developer at this point for this particular website. And it's funny because I'm realizing I'm experiencing similar frustrations to when I used to work quite a bit with developers and designers to build a variety of websites and funnels. I'd see something visually clear as day, and somehow it would either evade them or just be a tricky thing to address on the code side. I have given Replit fairly good, deliberately detailed prompts with lots of guardrails to keep it from changing anything else. But it just keeps telling me it's fixed it and done what I asked. Visually, no changes on the strip, so it's either hallucinating, or/and keeps moving things I asked it not to touch. At this point, I think I'm just forced to leave it as is, because the more fixes it does, the more it breaks other things and still doesn't fix what I'm really looking to fix. If you have any advice, I'd be super grateful. ⚡

Of the two which would you pick? Organic yogurt Or Grass Fed Grass Finished (not organic) #asknostr

AI will kill the flame in the heart of what stirs and propels action in activism. Take precautions. The voice of chatgpt infects the movement. If you are passionate about a movement don't dull it down killing the human element that connects. Messages dead of soul no matter how far they go... will land on dead soil. #SelfMadeiChing the mountain lands on top of the lake and drains it of life.

Fuck How do you eat an elephant? 🐘

I miss reading human thoughts online. Fuck this shit

There was one photographer in my little Eastern European town back in the ’80s and most people didn’t own a camera. Pretty sure my uncle also smuggled jeans from the West because they were hard to find then... I think The Beatles were basically treated like contraband at one point too. 😅 #family

#april

#throwback

Join me in a continuous cathartic release. Shedding from our soma the oppressive, tyrannical, authoritarian, imprisoning systems, constructs, false masks, and conditioned lenses we've adopted or been forced to wear. Shake it off. Scream it out. Dance it out. Dance your prayers toward replenishing, rebirthing, and renourishing your essential core self. Because the tech we build is only as sovereign as the body that builds it. Solid, reliable, invincible freedom tech is bulletproof when built by Sovereign Shakti - truly free body, mind, and spirit individuals. Rage. Express. Release. Then vibecode. Get up and move your stiff body. Let's write new history together - a liberated, thriving life on all levels.

Looking back... winding roads and all.

Was trying to figure out what best caption to put to this from my dance medicine session yesterday morning... But feeling lazy about writing the philosophical lens... First it was gonna be about Pluto Stationed Retrograde and a homage featuring what I have been trying to lovingly adopt and call my Pluto Belly... And riff on emotional eating, body dysmorphia, modern beauty standards and distortions, comparison, etc... and then some cortisol and insulin resistance sprinkled in there... Then maybe was gonna settle on something like: “When you almost died 7.5 months ago... And I am just grateful to be coming back to life.” ...or I can't help it... Pluto and Uranus are making me do it...

Who can tell me about what Nostr is all about? #asknostr ...like who's down to jump on a call and share about the best parts of Nostr with me and help me comprehend what's up here.

Hairy toes to forehead patches pipeline. 😌 Yes, that’s a Frownie on my forehead. Best non-toxic wrinkle patch I've found so far. No, I will not be taking further questions at this time. https://tinyurl.com/583rs6ye