I really need him rn... and this is a good reminder I'm not settling for less and/or any longer carrying his weight for him... Fk that shiiii

Good morning 🌞

The battles... ...the battles are fucking rough man. It's no joke.

I'm kinda pretty tired.

It's between these two so far... Which do you like better? A. https://www.vivobarefoot.com/us/gobi-boot-ii-womens?colour=Obsidian B.

Mukishoes Minho Black

Idk. Vivo might win again though wish they were more grounding and less synthetic soles.

What up ya'll?

The Earth that raised me.

Time to 🚿

Shopping for a cute leather barefoot boots to live in this fall and winter. Recommendations? #asknostr

Wow, slept like 10 hours last night... Had this super emotional dream of reuniting with my man, the love of my life, he was returning from war or the battle field, I was crying sooo hard embracing him... Passer byers whose energy may have leaked or entangled with mine before was no longer.l, walking by and away. When I woke up I felt that this could be my inner masculine and part of my own psyche returning back home from the battlefield... And I softened into my deepest desire in my heart that it reflects on the outside too. I want that feeling, and a physical embrace of arrival into union with deep deep knowing. ❤️‍🔥🫂 (Apparently started to write this a few days ago on YakiHonne and never finished... It kept the draft, and I am glad to be reminded of that dream now).

I get it man. I am in it. Nothing is clear. I am just .. ok .. idk... Show me... And what are my options... What do I want... What makes sense... What's actually aligned.... And also I can't quite see... Gonna ride this wave out, set my eyesight high, trusting the best is yet to come.

I am kinda glad I never made it to Burning man. I lived in a town that was like a festival almost every day for almost a decade. Massive burner west coast festival vibe wild wild renegade outlaw country. So I feel like I was satisfied and getting the experience anyways. To me Burning man always felt overwhelming. I always thought if someone comes along and adopts me in their RV set up and takes care of all the gear and everything else. I might be into it... But also... I kinda am like not sure... It's like I care about my lungs and getting a good night sleep way too much... Cos I've had friends who would have hooked me up with gear if I wanted to go at some point over the years and it still didn't feel like a yessss... A friend wanted us to rent a U-Haul once last minute and go to the Renegade burn in 2020-21. I've had a grilfriend offer for me to hide in her school bus to get in since it was too late and I didn't have a ticket. I was like... Ummm yeah nooooo... I guess I am not that spontaneous and adventurous after all. 😅 But there for a second I was talking to some cypherpunks bout it in El Salvador 1-2 years ago and I probably would be into joining that possee... Idk.

It's my day. It's my life. It's my body. It's my mind.

Hmmmm, just realizing there's gotta be some decompression party happening next week after everyone floods into town after burning man. Maybe I'll end up wanting to go out one night. Kinda curious to see what the scene is at Elixart tomorrow too... there will be live streaming of the burn of the man. For a sec I thought I might even go out tonight, but sitting here in my pjs and a facemask. There's still time though to change my mind. Seantea, one of the bartender's tenth anniversary extravaganza is happening at present.

Just laughed at the shower remembering a friend saying today "yeah, the sauna at the (local) gym is like a shamans pow wow". I kinda wanna see what's that all about.

Gate Gate Paragate Parasumgate Bodhi Swaha. Gate Gate Paragate Parasumgate Bodhi Soha.

Hello! Hey. Hi. Hola. Howdy? What up? Whatchu up?

GM 😀 I have a hangover and I didn't drink a drop of alcohol.... Just stayed up way late...