Messy prep with my coffee in the garden. My hearing with Meta is tomorrow. I'm still waiting for a call back to find out if my request for remote hearing is approved. It'll be a massive hassle if I'm required to go in person. Though, I also keep questioning if in person would make a better difference or if it really doesn't matter.
Taking every minute to anchor into my case. It will be amazing if I win. And yet the somatic experiencing and practice of centering into my truth, advocating for myself, my rights, and protection of my digital identity seems to be the core of this unfolding.
Scheduled a call with my therapist this afternoon to walk me through deeper somatic arrival in my body... I was in such fight of flight complete nervous system freak out last time a few days before appearing in court, which was a total first, and a session with her made such a huge difference.
A friend is also coaching me again later today to remember returning to my heart of truth and how to remeber to speak from that place while under pressure.
Just writing this my limbs are getting all shaky and activated, my heartbeat speeding up. It's so weird even though I already learned it's actually pretty chill in one of these hearings.
