GM 🌞 I trust Creator's got my back today.

I am not gonna even try to make sense of anything at all anymore... I fucking give up... You see the switch?!?. I am turning off the mind... not gonna even try and make sense of any of it any more. Just gonna sit here with a blank stare.... I guess it is what it is! No story attached. Just is. Period.

Precious moments of today... Bonding with this lil queen 👑 Such sweet sweet medicine. GN 🌠

I need to think really hard about what I want right now because the universe seems to be delivering... But I don't really eat nuts and probably a lot of the ingredients in this ice cream... It just looked delicious 😋 and I jokingly asked my friend who's been having too much fun in the kitchen if she can make it. 😅

"...It's not faster either" ...hold on boo, Diyana is trying to capture this precious moment lol 😅

Look it's an acorn, Diyana...

Listening to one of my fav podcasts... Multi tasking... Figured I want to take a photo in my white dress I put on as symbol of purification after involuntarily purging all day yesterday... The ground was too hot and I gave up. 😅 ...but did you hear about kimi k3?

Who cares....

Good morning 🌄 it's 5:30 pm and I finally made it out of bed. And I am hurting. Last famous words "ah, I don't think it can be that contagious"... The last three days I've witnessed a 4.5 year old puke her insides out, then even worse the terrible agony of a 2.5 year old, then mom, and yes finally me last night and her mom today... I started feeling nauseous once I got to bed... And at some point barely made it to the bathroom while projectiling the whole way there and filling up a whole sink of vomit. 🤮 Slept with a bucket next to my head... It was terrible. 🤕

Been swimming in confusion...

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Just waking up...ish... GM 🌞☕

Moon Lodge Day 2: yestersay I had the scariest encountered with a giant coiled rattle snake that rattled and oh it announced itself as I came around the corner and was so ready to strike... It wasnlifting it's head as in to give me fair warning and making plenty of noise. Fuck meeeee!!!!! It scared me soooo bad. I am so grateful for its warning and that we are both safe and well... I turned around so fassssst, I was fucking terrified and ran so fast the other way startled and shaking it's not funny... I was literally vocally discharging and shaking the mortal adrenaline spike for a whole 3 minutes .. then again as I was telling the story to my friend... And I am definitely getting a spike as I am recalling it here now... Been seeing her and thinking of the encounter multiple times today... Feeling the spirit of that snake is delivering a bigger message for me and I am all senses open and receiving. Happy Cancer New Moon 🌙

GM 🌞 nostrworld. Sun is beaming so bright already at 8ish in the am... Hope this day is beautiful for you. Doing my best to be as present as I can.

Moon Lodge day 1 was blessed with a beautiful sky and a Mercury Cazimi in Cancer ♋ 🌞awakening the dreamer in me... 🌹🕊️🌿❤️🫂🌠❤️‍🔥 #enlightenedpoetry

Learning about the storming of the Bastille prison in this video by an astrologer I like for her geopolitical reflections... (She talks about it min 1) Bastille Day is tomorrow: "known in France as the Fête nationale, is celebrated annually on July 14. It commemorates the storming of the Bastille prison in 1789, a pivotal event that signaled the beginning of the French Revolution."

For whatever reason YouTube just served me an ad for a middle aged father on the verge of a heart attack...

GN

Did it literally just snow in July...

Hummingbird came in today... Poking at me... inviting me to see what's like embodying the hummingbird essence and medicine... Might try it on for fun. If I don't forget. Day 1 moon lodge musings and spontaneous creations...