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Hodlmoar
thinoctopus12@primal.net
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I am a Compulsive Gambler and former professional poker player online since I lost all my teeth to bad mental health. Gamble free since 2017. A few months later found bitcoin, then I purchased some satoshi in 2018. Did a 180, got rid of everthing from the gambling days. Now using linux, skincare, niche fragrances, wet shaving, better fitting clothes, carnivore, metal genre \m/ and running. Bitcoin saved my life and I'm Bitcoin only.
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hodlmoar 1 month ago
Just visited the local butcher again to load up on meat. Asked about organs and other cuts. There taken care of. A shame. Took two full roasts sliced, some back bacon sliced, and 4 sausages. Asked about another cut, said breaks up. Threw in 1 sausage for free. Threw in 1 slice of rib eye for free. Then it should have cost 84, said only 75. Saved a lot, and a slice for free, totally worth it being carnivore, and getting rewarded for repeat custom. Supporting local businesses. Not the big business of the supermarkets.
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hodlmoar 1 month ago
Extraction of all my remaining teeth, stops me remembering from my gambling past. Will be fully recovered after dentures fitted.
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hodlmoar 1 month ago
Day 5 of carnivore reborn. Hydrated as soon as I was awake with 500ml water + salt. 2 hours pass. Fish day. Meal 1 2 tins of sardines in water and salt + 1 tin red salmon in salt. Cup of bone broth with collagen. 8 hour gap, since gum swollen slightly from root tooth extraction. Meal 2 Chunky fresh salmon + 4 eggs. Cup of bone broth with collagen.
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hodlmoar 1 month ago
That's the first bit of dental treatment completed. Extraction of the huge tooth root. Next week, extraction of the tiny remains if my teeth. One step at a time.
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hodlmoar 1 month ago
And as soon as I gather my thoughts from waking up. Drinking 500ml water + salt to hydrate
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hodlmoar 1 month ago
Day 4 of carnivore reborn Bacon + 4 eggs + bone broth and collagen meal 1 6 hours later Steak + 4 eggs + bone broth and collagen meal 2
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hodlmoar 1 month ago
Now, only 4 weeks before I set off for my next holiday. Full 2 weeks. Muscat and Dubai. Ideas of what to do over there?
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
Day 2 of being carnivore reborn. Been 4 months since I starting carnivore. The first 30 days strict. Then the remaining 3 months too much carbs, sugar and sweets. My weight rocketed back up. However had a few injuries and illness's, that stopped me from running and weight lifting. Now with time on my side since made redundant a few days ago. Going back to full carnivore. Last night drinking, since the night to celebrate leaving the job, with current and old work colleagues. Great to catch up. Updated a few people with my story. The headline. Getting dentures, so I can smile again,for the first time in over 15 years. Life changing.
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
Last day of work on Tuesday there. Day three of being unemployed. Got my winter sun holiday in 4 weeks, a sticking points for a new job. Least the government payment is 60% of my normal weekly pay. That's fine
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
Although I feel generally fine to go back to work, medically certified off this week. With the antibiotics however, the worse case of the runs I've got. Swelling coming down, and got about 75% control back in my mouth.
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
I'm not the person to simply take a day off work since I'm I'll. With this face swelling, I can only talk from side of my mouth. Since my job is telephone sales, taking as many days off as needed until the swelling clears enough. This is the last week before my job stops, on 28th October. Literally not bothered at all, since I'm going to be redundant.
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
Never told so many people about my story in the last couple of days.
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
And after waiting most of the day in the A&E at the hospital. On a prescription for the swelling.
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
For anyone that knows me, or has read my story. I've got some big news. Just visited the dentist about my face swelling, and agreed to Extraction followed by Dentures. So, to remove all the remains of my teeth, and then dentures. I haven't smiled for over 10 years. The first step has been completed. And something I'm happy to use my bitcoin for.
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
Troubled sleep, and now my face is even more swollen. I'm not the person to go to the doctor, I might have too
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
Joining in at work. Playing cards against humanity at work. Very rude. Dark humour. Tons of laughs. Fully joined in. Felt something, but only found out at home. Sore jaw, hopefully not back to the dark days. Noticeable, but okay. Disrupted sleep, had 2 hours on phone during the night. Then this morning fully felt it. Swollen gum. Restricted jaw movements, some pain. Can't concentrate on video games. Can't concentrate to set up my streaming microphone. Don't suffer in silence. Back to the dark days when I was losing my teeth. Got zero sleep for up to 3-4 years during the 2010s. Actually, body shut off for 1-2 hours at 5am-6am. No matter what time I went to bed. So painful, unbearable at times. Not there currently, but can't enjoy the weekend.
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
Ah, one more day at work, then two days off
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
Hit a target at work, got off 3 hours early, paid. Nice touch. Week and half left.
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
In the meantime got a professional microphone for streaming. Where I will play video games and talk about my gambling past.
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hodlmoar 2 months ago
Confirmed, notice, losing my job in 2 weeks. That enabled me to move out of home into renting my own flat. Time to move on Been slack on the running recently. Quietly stacking.