😒 pedigrees are definitely not my strongsuit... I'll take molocules over pedigrees any day. I guess that's more reason to lean more into molecular bio

Today I noticed the... Ehh what's this called... Neural feedback?... in my left side was reduced. The stroke caused my left side to go numb, but apparently my brain doesn't like numb so it just invents a sensation - and it feels just like when you go out in the snow and your hands get red from freezing and then you run hot water over them, and they feel like fire and ice at the same time. I've had that feeling in my whole left side for over a month. And still, but way less intense today. Maybe its an improvement. My right eye feels less numb, too. Still numb, but less. According to doctors and AI, when I can corner them into prognostications, which they really don't like, I probably have two more months of this. I've noticed that when my blood pressure runs higher, the cold intensifies. But today I didn't do anything that I normally do to counteract it. I'm glad the weekend is over. Too long. I'm looking forward to class tomorrow morning.

The ability to think behaves as the inverse log of desire ; thought availability compresses as desire rises. Letting go of desire frees you to think more. On the hand, if, like me, you find yourself too far from the flow of the world, entertain a desire to allow the current of life to act on you again. View quoted note →

So... I guess I just passed a milestone. I wrote my first lab write up. Boring.... I spent all day trying to make it sound all nice and scientific. The actual experent took about 5 minutes, but this thing took all day to write.

Tech that doesn't work should never be tolerated. Fix or chuck, but if chuck, chuck with malice, for a machine that doesn't work is an affront to human dignity.