I *think*... maybe... Maybe I caught up in the class. Maybe. I still feel like I missed something. There's just nothing left to click...

Utterly, thoroughly, completely exhausted... I **_think_** I did the required assignment. But I'm not 100% sure. My head hurts from looking at the screen. Its been hurting since 2pm. I can't even find some of the stuff the professor was talking about. This is the ultimate bad UX. I didn't want an online course. Its half online - labs are in person. I had signed up for a full in person lecture course. They closed that course due to low enrollment and phoned me last week to tell me and I had no choice but this. I have always been terrible at online courses. The one saving grace today was that I already knew all this shit. That won't matter if I missed some assignment that was hidden in this mess. Its the first 2 chapters today, then the next two tomorrow, etc, because its a full class in just 4 weeks. The online thing has at least 19 billion little thirties to click, nothing is presented logically, it made me open series of links with instructions to finally go to this other completely different thing to do a thing... Could've just linked directly to it the first time, but Nooooo.... I have to convert circles into check marks. I am not totally sure I found all the right circles and converted them to checks. There's a million of them. **_Somewhere_** there's a Discussion section for students to help each other, and its required... And I can't find it. **_Somewhere_** there's a place to drop pictures of completed worksheets. I can't find it. I also see that there are assignments given by the book publisher, and it has a points system, but I see no info about whether its required. I had a doctor appointment that ate my afternoon. That's 3 hours - the appointment, the waiting, the picking up yet more fucking medicine from the pharmacy - that I needed today. But now I'm just done. I have until midnight, but idk what to do. F it. I need sleep. This class was supposed to be a reward... View quoted note →

Shit, I'm not gonna be able to do this class... The online stuff doesn't work. They said it'll work in chrome, so I installed chrome, still doesn't work, then an AI has a whole list of changes to settings to get it working, but none work... This is ridiculous. I'm in big trouble... This class cost almost $1k...

780k blocks in roughly 24 hours. This old laptop, almost abandoned, is still doing this soooooo much faster than a raspberry pi. View quoted note →

I'm skipping the statin tonight. Its potentially risky because it helps keep the clot from growing, but I feel like I have to because its causing pain in a new location. I'm 100% sure its the statin. Idk why I'm telling nostr this. Last words, maybe. I also have a renewed hatred of doctors, since they told me to call if there's a problem, and I've been calling for days and they don't answer or return the call, and they also got me using their app (mychart, and its constantly trying to access sensors) but the app doesn't work if I try sending them a message. I don't like stopping a medication without consulting a doctor, but they aren't giving me a choice. I've been trying for days.

An open day. Tomorrow the storm begins, but today I practice thumb twiddling and.... Hmm. There's an old laptop in a box over there... How much happier it would be if it had a node on it... 🤔 gogogo!