Modern technology is a wonder. For example, thanks to my new ultrasonic brush I now know how it must feel to suck a vibrator. Turned on, I mean... the vibrator, not me, although... anyway, would you look at the clock? Time to serve tea to Her bedside. ๐
Had an unexpected child-free evening. Had some dinner together, a little chat about shuffling furniture. Then we delved each into our own activities and forgot about time. Went to bed after midnight. She said that she thought it would be different. I mean, I wouldn't be against it, but we had only time, not necessarily mood. I have read (and agreed) that you have to start foreplay in the morning if you want some action in the evening. Normally I would be the one that would push things...
On introspection, I have found that because I have stepped back from the whole putting Her on a pedestal thing, it kinda dimmed my flame for these things. And She welcomed that, but you can't have it both ways with flame on demand. I am a little sad, but still better than being burned from inside.
Regardless, while She sees this as one occasion that didn't turn up to its potential, I feel like that like every other day, so I just guess I have more practice/stupor in these.
Time will tell if it's a good thing.
PS: I am interacting with LLMs so much that I've begun using "delve" in my written speech as well ๐ฎ
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Had the wildest dream after the longest time. (I know you always dream, but remember only sometimes.) There were robots, neutrino bombs, genocide, District 9 level of isolation, human greed, conspiracies, state firms, sadly no sex... still made quite a good light space opera.
I should start writing my #dreamjournal but it takes so much morning time ๐ญ
I crosspost a good amount of memes to my private chat with a friend of mine. (Not all, mind you, she knows the shape of my preferences, but nothing detailed - we are keeping things civil here.)
Partly because she is the closest to anyone I could share them with (both in mindset and language; she is in an international marriage, so she commands three languages very well), partly because if she ever stumbles on this godforsaken corner of the internet, she will be in a unique position to cross-reference and pinpoint exactly "who." Kinda exciting... don't judge ยฏ\_(ใ)_/ยฏ
Also she was the one I fantasized about becoming an unaware keyholder ("Can you just keep this wrapped matchbox for me for a week please?") during my university years. Never went through with it since we were both in relationships, but #agirlcandream
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Day by day, baby step by baby step, I will make this frictionless.
#5pushups
Inb4: that's what she said
Today's #drunkstr touched on our mortality and how we need to evolve (job-wise) to accommodate our elderly points of view... Come on, man, we are not even in our forties! #heisrightthough
There is a content warning on
"THIS COMIC STARTED OUT AS AN ATTEMPT TO PORNOGRAPHY. IT DEGENERATED INTO SEX COMEDY PRETTY MUCH IMMEDIATELY."
I don't know, my sex life could feel called out, but here we are...
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It's thought that counts, right?
#5pushups
Installed battery monitoring on my phone. One of its features is to keep tabs on battery temperature. Turns out, it's a kinda good proxy for doomscrolling. And that little alert about overheating is just enough to make me break out of it. #TinyWondersInUnimaginablePlaces
That would actually explain a thing or three...
View quoted note โFailing while doing the thing is doing the thing.
Doing it badly is doing the thing.
Doing it timidly is doing the thing.
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Prakhar Gupta
Software Engineer, LITM
Men are simple creatures....
Wish it would be easier too.
I am not usually fond of mixed material artwork, but I would make room on my fireplace ledge (if I had any) for this.
#art
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Humble beginnings.
#5pushups
Fucking casuals... Bulbasaur can't use Squirt. ๐คฆโโ
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