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Subema
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Welcome to my swamp. Enter at your own risk. Author doesn't bite, but is known to occasionally try to lick. Subema means 'someone who likes submissivity'. #nsfw friendly, #flr wannabe, occasional #foodstr
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Subema 1 week ago
Just randomly remembered times of old when I had spare time to play ARGs (alternative reality games). Looked them up, and while the site looks vastly different than I remember ( it seems it's still going strong. What a joy that people are still doing obscure things. #grownostr
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Subema 1 week ago
At the office location with a pod coffee machine, where they have a variety of flavours, including "Starbucks Italian Roast". Something so vile, I wouldn't be surprised if the latest trove of Epstein & Co. emails reveals that it is their psyop to dismantle the notion of Italy being lovers of good coffee. Only people without self-love or self-preservation instinct drink it. Anyway, it looks like this. image #coffee
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Subema 2 weeks ago
Sleep it is ๐Ÿซก ... I was tracking somewhere the days when I got to bed early, with the ultimate idea of rewarding myself somehow, but it seems moot rn View quoted note โ†’
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Subema 2 weeks ago
urning the midnight oil. Kitchen cleaned, dishwasher locked & loaded, wife asleep, cleaned some shoes so I can take them for repair (unheard of for our adult consumer ones, but children's shoes can get REALLY expensive and fixing actually makes sense), cleaned them all while I was being dirty anyway. Cup (sic) of wine and some unwind. Dare I do something more, pick up the writing slack or just play games? #somanyquestions
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Subema 2 weeks ago
Hate it when I get high on life, the coming down and swinging almost makes it not worth it. Fortunately, I am a slow learner.
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Subema 2 weeks ago
Forgot that I did a quick #5pushups. The second day after exertion is really the worst day, feeling every strained muscle that I forced to work on Sunday.
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Subema 2 weeks ago
If you try to unveil ripple effects in a complex system, you should always change only a single variable, or you are doomed to go insane. I know that - hell, half of my job is to get my imaginary elbow greased and deep-dive debug unknown systems (inb4: yo mama). Knowing that, it should be easy to pinpoint what causes my good mood. It's either #5pushups, mind-blowing sex, or the hour of running after the ball in the gym... Hey, that's more than one thing! Darn. Well, there is only one thing a sane mind can derive from these indices. That I wouldn't contaminate my sample willingly, and there must be some higher power in play that doesn't want me to uncover the secret of happiness! </TinFoilHat> ๐Ÿ˜
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Subema 2 weeks ago
All in all, the day unexpectedly turned for the better. She managed to start the mood by asking me to join Her for Her morning shower, groom Her lady parts (which was something that She for unknown reason grew less enthusiastic about lately, arguably due to cold, so anything in this direction was warmly welcomed), that turned into a shared bath where She used a LOT of soap and eventually even Her mouth. We spent there significant time before moving things to the preheated bed, with lots of kissing, Her receiving both a backrub and exploratory back kisses, and climaxed in the long deep legs-up bed-shaking. I initially thought that it won't be enough to get me over the edge (turns out, not thinking about goddess and hot & steamy scenarios 24/7 really does wonders for the stamina), but Her bathtub foreplay did the lion's share, so happy ending for everyone. Only negative side effect was that we overshot our time in post-coitus bliss and had to scram to get to the family event (and rejoice with kids). I will put "long self-time + long sleep + childless moment" right next to the "seaside vacation" on the "Her ultimate turn-ons" list.
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Subema 2 weeks ago
Forgot I had #5pushups as the first thing in the morning, since She was tired and decided to sleep in while kids are out of the nest. Thinking about skipping tomorrow, since I was invited to a friendly soccer meet & kick.
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Subema 2 weeks ago
Modern technology is a wonder. For example, thanks to my new ultrasonic brush I now know how it must feel to suck a vibrator. Turned on, I mean... the vibrator, not me, although... anyway, would you look at the clock? Time to serve tea to Her bedside. ๐Ÿ˜Š
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