ok ahh bit of tender cos inclusive & accessible i cherish that so much but i wanna try math a little more avante garden like what can i still get across in more ideal methods but so untested i dont know if thats shakey or easily misread or spiky

spitballin riffin like what can i make with this thank you for sharing & for the photo, gonna brainstorm on "most people just seem to want control the speech" as math, gl cos my math what if: either in or above(out) in is invested in is alive in realtime in is saying we are fighting in the kitchen & what i need is for you to shut up above(out): ironic you speech censurement dictator addict fool npc. ironic. you are a lost cause. View quoted note →

sorry cant take it actually these arent hands these fingers are toes undercover you wouldnt tell someone with feet at the end of their arms to carry shit. could try asking toes do tend to pretend that taking shit is their forte they are still disarmed at present awaiting their special edition velociraptor claw toe mirkin once the fingers at the end of the feet, formerly known as og toes, are feeling their relative best coming down with the case of the milds firmly in the weather of the goods like you can pop a collar im poppin dino claws good i got epochs of time on these digits baby good like on taking shit? you are asking someone who can roundhouse kick with a raptor claw to take shit? will not be taking shit closed the take shit shop good morning how are you?

really, considering actually reality why in the ever loving fuck would i tell god only knows when i mean to fall asleep alone safely in peace in quiet why would i ever expect that to be a nice thing to disclose why would i ever expect that to exist as is without repercussion this isnt the zagros mountains

test: successful cant say goodnight anymore wild

on that note🎶 🛌goodnight nostr

i will not parse what i do not understand to make sense of it relative to my sense making 😌 causes concern where it shouldnt bad habit from photo jargon days when if bothered i would talk technical until they were buried in it insert that aslan meme like oh cos im a girl i obviously dont have appreciation for the technical side of cameras & glass & light temperatures goodbye bro down bro lost that round

my first concern is for my limits i learned that the hard way last time alone in a hospital room unable to leave just sitting there for hours wanting a cigarette detained so that's the hard rule im 1. not doing that again what comes with: not doing that again is baby steps & acclimating & having way way way more respect for that process i am not 'resilient' the way most people seem to use that word i dont bounce back aint no thing i can fake that i have i can pretend & act like im fine to not bother or worry anyone the way hind didnt want to trouble her mother

is there a culture war? View quoted note →

7 years or so on average for people in the entire totality of themselves what all caught up to speed is slower music? idk, i dont think so but il be more observant now & circle back if i observe anything interesting View quoted note →

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Angelika, guarded by a dragon (Angelica and Ruggiero) by Arnold Böcklin, c. 1872

flush af rn whole bag of walnuts next to me had a squirrel on the stairs.. didnt want to startle them .. tossed some in their general vicinity & one bounced off the wall right between their front paw hands like we coordinated it. incredible.

there is now a prehistoric shark tooth in the woods cos i tossed it in there i also put out some blueberries cos i had the good fortune of seeing a skunk on the way home i just heard a fox bark almost the entire time i was in the shower earlier i thought about how wild it was at my great big age to have discovered my own pain sweat smells so different cos i really do feel like i should've known that sooner i saw a fawn & then i saw another fawn with their mom when i was walking thru the woods i also found a turkey feather im pretty pleased my hair is oiled & in rope braids cos the past couple days it's been really knotty with neglect i spent all morning reading joe/donald fanfiction & that was a trip & a half