Anyway this place might not be where I should be either. After all, what I need is just an online diary where I can write anything randomly only when I want in a flow of consciousness.. I might as well write the bullshit to my own site. This time, I'm thinking of developing it solely with Next.js, instead of Spring as the backend, but kinda busy, so I'm just stuck in the design stage.😓 Now that I'm dedicating all the time I used to spend considering others entirely to myself, I actually have even less time. Because I've got too many things I want to do now.

Even Nostr, there's a pickme.😮‍💨 'Oh I've noticed it even before I created my Nostr account, so no need to inform me. As I've said, I'm aware that you're not my friend, and I don't care who you're with anymore. Just to be clear, in case you misunderstand, I'm not here to bother you. (There also isn't any reason to avoid tho.🙄) I just needed some space in a sudden panic, Nostr was the first that came to mind. Making an account on Threads or Bluesky would make no sense.😂'

Tonight's menu: Braised Tofu (두부조림) spring onion, soy sauce, red pepper power, mirin, sugar, perilla oil, etc. Good for vegans. But I'm a wildcat that claims meat is the easiest to digest.😛 #cookstr

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Open Your Eyes - Extended Mix

Alex Metric, Steve Angello · Open Your Eyes · Song · 2011

Confirmed the lesser panda inside of me dropped dead. RIP 🙏 (2022-2025) The blind girl has crawled out of the shady, musty reality distortion field filled with mold. What you see under the brilliant sunshine is the real thing. ...so my stomach is a little turning over right now.🤢 Ewww, ugly. Maybe she was temporally possessed by an evil spirit. She was devastated and vulnerable after giving up on her long-term love then, seducing that kind of weak heart, indeed, it was but a pastime of demons. She broke another record for her eighth grade dark history.😑 Shame.

Suddenly I felt we needed more cat pics. #catstr Oh that's not me. I dunno the dude

The infamous psychopaths, who are known for their lack of empathy, forcing the war-torn victimized nation to SURRENDER with the hypocritical rhetoric "innocent young soldiers are dying" is similar to the typical golddigger filing custody lawsuits against a seed sower, using a baby as a weapon.😂 Isn't the fraudulent threat for appealing to the sympathy of the naive and dumb public too obvious and boring cliche by now? Is it a right way to end a war? Is it fucking right? But no one even has the courage to ask if this is right or confront injustice, huh? Yes, as I've always said, the war has dragged on for too long due to political interests, and both sides are annoying, but is it right ONLY to force the victim to make concessions? Why can't you do it to Pootin? Since when did the GREAT America become Pootin's lapdog?😡 If this way, the demented wet sock could also end the war, three years ago!😂 Although the annoying orange is setting this bad precedent for war, he must throw a tantrum demanding the Nobel Peace Prize for it, right? Fucking sinners of history. I want to go into a cave and live like a monk for four years.. I really can't stand this insane age.🤦‍♀️ (But you've already lived like that for 11 years..😖) I do not want to live in the uncivilized world where the mindset of "As long as I accomplish my aims by hook or by crook, that's ok.👌" prevails.

Influencer or Citizen Journalist, my ass🖕 In other words, no experience, no skill, no talent, unemployed. Just beggars who entirely rely on breadcrumbs welfare benefits thrown by Big Tech.

Hold on, I've only installed Signal and never used it (I don't have anyone to talk to..🥲), so I'm not familiar with its features. So, those screenshots are from Signal, and since it has an automatic message deletion feature, the gold digger took them with a second phone before they were automatically deleted even while at the hospital to use as evidence for future child support lawsuits?😨 Just like the camgirl who blackmailed men who bought her nudes, lying she was actually a minor and going to report them to the FBI, to extort EXTRA money from them?? Wow, the big fat father who gets lots of sex was ensnared by the worst kind of piece of shit..🥶🤢 Same old show: "Manhattan penthouse worth tens of thousands of dollars a month and security aren't enough. Let's double down for extra money!" I genuinely cannot understand the mindset of such despicable and nasty scum.. It's too shameful to acknowledge them as fellow humans. Someone tell her that where she belongs is in a 50-yr-old two square meters studio in Brooklyn (or cornfield in Iowa) and there's a REAL job for her at 7-Eleven nearby.

"take one for the team" 😂😂😂 oh dear..🤣🤣🤣🤣 There are two kinds of women in the world: A woman who not only refuses to sell her body but also refuses to sell her soul. A woman who sells everything except her wallet. When are frustrated nerds going to wake up from the delusion that women with much smaller celebrums than you but only who have physical assets will recognize you as a man and give you unconditional love?🥹 And when are hookers going to wake up from the delusion that billionaires will want anything else other than to use you as a toilet? Well, in this case, it's a quid pro quo of birds of a feather. The peeping tom stalker, who loves spying on other people's privacy sooo much that ended up breaking someone's SSD while occupying her network and data all day, didn't know what kind of slut she was? Bullshit 😏

Anyway, some incel in a deranged midlife crisis needs to grab his dick and reflect on having thrown the pride of engineers all over the world into the cesspit. Oh no dick to grab? 🤭

I think I've overestimated the caliber of men too much. Their brains are dominated by their third legs, simply they're just the host of 🍆, but I forgot too often. But does the non-functional 🤏 still have instincts?🤔 One side is lying, but so ugly that I don't wanna hear anymore 🙉

Damn, messed up my hot chocolate today.😭 I tried to use up the remaining batteries by switching to an electric milk frother, but the power was so weak that the foam was only half the usual. Let's just drink.😑 Live easy. The season of hot choco is coming to an end..❄️

from the album "In No Sense? Nonsense!" by Art Of Noise One of my creative inspiration generators since I was 14. Geeky, but intelligent. Low-key, but outstanding. Sometimes cheesy, but sometimes noble. Ahead of time, but not bound by any rules. The same category with me, who is forever a rebel girl and forever myself. It's Sunday morn..afternoon.😑 I like this art of white noise in silence.

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Ode to Don Jose

The Art Of Noise · In No Sense? Nonsense! · Song · 1987

Afraid? Don't worry, I'm well aware that you're not my friend. People who have a lot to lose have a lot to fear. Diogenes has nothing to lose and has no fear.

However, as good inevitably degenerates, their vanity and hypocrisy crossed the line, and then more evil fools have taken over the world. I just said I didn't want the far left, who said I wanted the far right instead, huh? It is a pity to see the lack of self-awareness of the naked kings of Idiocracy. Their egotistical, ruthless bomber strategy is not considered to be right in any way, whatever the result. If this kind of logic, power will win unconditionally. If the strongest conquer, plunder, dominate by force, then game over. It's actually very easy. But no democracy does it because we shouldn't do so. Remember, democracy is barely written in a long history of blood. In this madness and barbarism, the victims are ordinary people like me who are not parasitic on either side. If 哲人政治(philosopher🥹 kingship) doesn't get the healthy consent and universal sympathy of the ordinary public and other countries, that is the dictatorship.

When America was GREAT. This is how to treat a notorious longtime DICTATOR and war criminal. (Yeah, Pootin was *president* during the Obama administration too.😂 Just fucking change the title to "emperor" 🤬)

I feel like I've been in the middle of the biggest scam since 2022. Who the hell was the person I knew.🫥 Is this dimensional disturbance or Matrix malfunction? Maybe I really died last September and this is all like a nightmare that my afterlife is dreaming of.🤔 It's so bizarre and absurd that can't be real. Anyway the reason why God tried so hard to kill me last September is now revealed. God didn't want me to see humanity fall to the ground in an instant and become Idiocracy itself. Is this the price of my three years of dedication to a better SANE online world? Free speech my ass.🖕 If I hadn't been drawn into the frenzy, which I mistook for "revolution" (of course I started to notice something was wrong since late 2022 tho), I wouldn't have been on a broken train to bankruptcy last year. Zero possibility. Yeah, I'm the only loser in this fraud case. I'm doing my best to somehow turn back my time to before March 2022. (Coincidently, I was already doing it even before I was forced to watch this itchy creepy swamp made of poop. So nothing shocked me, but my eye!🫣😡) I didn't think I was the type to get caught in Ponzi schemes, but now I should beware of Amway as well.😑

Me in 2018 vs 2025 But just small mistakes and crossing the Styx are completely different. IT'S OVER. 🤗 All that remains is time for mockery over other people's business.

I used to call the Sexx Dilldo of Babylon Bedbug "pimp", but it's proved to be an OBJECTIVE FACT, not just a slur, and it's obnoxiously funny.😧😏😏..🤢🤢..🤢! Someone plz bring me some TRASH bucket!🗑️🪣 I should throw up a lot this time.🤮

Drop the deadbeat Karma is a bitch