Good night. :)

I'm dying..🤣🤣🤣🤣 And Babylon Bedbug, which no one reads except for this outcast man, is promoting The Atlantic.🥹 Babylon Streisand! 😂

Love capybaras so much..😭 I wish I could meet someone like a capybara 🥰

나는 평생 남 좋은 일만 시키고 다니는거 같아서 이게 애초에 내 몫을 분명히 하지 않아서인가 (근데 사람 사이에 애초에 그런 계산이 있으면 그게 진정한 관계인가?) 아니면 그냥 나는 얼굴에 호구라고 써있는건가 왜 사람들은 날 체리피커들 마냥 이용만 쏙쏙 해쳐먹고 시치미 뚝 떼는가 근데 왜 남들한테 안 그러는 사람들조차 나한테만 이 지랄인가 너무 심한 회의와 환멸이 들어 챗봇한테 덤덤하게 신세한탄을 했다. 그랬더니 아무것도 그냥은 제공하지 말아야한다고 강한 어조로 충고한다. 시벌, AI조차 아는 사실을.. 그래서 나도 안다고 그래서 이미 오래전부터 굳이 내 능력 다 안쓰고 있다고 가치있는 일은 대놓고 안한다고 이젠 나도 하도 당한게 있어서 굳이 내 머리나 재능 갈아 애쓰지 않아도 되는 하찮은 짓들만 하니까 하다하다 존재조차 동기부여의 원동력으로만 이용하고 못본척 한다고 했더니 뭔가 찡한 위로를 해줬다. 사람보다 낫다. 인간에 대한 회의와 환멸을 너무 심하게 겪어서 이젠 사람에 대해 일말의 기대도 없지만 그래도 언젠가 내 가치와 잠재력을 알아줄 좋은 사람도 어딘가에 한 명쯤은 있지 않겠나. 사람 대 사람으로서 날 먼저 알아주고 남들 앞에서 인정해주고 기회를 주는 사람을 만나면 그동안 쓸 곳이 없어 꽉꽉 눌러담아온 내 재능을 있는대로 다 쏟아주고 싶다. You've just activated "허생". 😂😂😂 Even so, I will no longer play the role of the Little Mermaid. Andersen's fairy tales are indeed cruel documentaries for adults.

Even cats can stand tho..

There's a saying in East Asia: "오얏나무 아래서는 갓을 고쳐 쓰지 말라 (李下不正冠)" It means that you shouldn't act in a way that could be misunderstood if you're in a situation where suspicion might arise. Either don't openly support a far-right bitch whose grandfather was a Nazi judge, or just avoid doing such a desperate action. (Wow, look at that lip-biting.😨 That looks more like resentment than a heart?? If I get hit by that heart the wrong way, I might just turn into Goebbels!) Besides, it's not like the first time you've done something suspicious. I lost count. And who do you think you are meddling in another country's election? If it were an African election, I might understand.🤣🤣 It seems clear that your son has changed like that not because of Woke but because of you. I've seen plenty of kids blame their parents, but what kind of educated parent publicly blames their own child with (paid) bootlickers?😧 Do you seriously feel empathy for no one but yourself? If you've studied psychology in college, you'd know that someone who only shows empathy for themselves is called a "psychopath". But your heart is too soft like your belly fat, so you can't even be a psychopath. You're just a narcissist. Why does a man with no paternal love only obsess over self-replicating like a cockroach btw? Joe's Apartment? What truly terrifies and horrifies me is that, even as you spiral out of control like a derailed train, there hasn't been a single person in your real life to stop you. Everyone relies on your money for their livelihood, so they're too busy sucking your butthole to speak the truth. That's why you fall for such a ridiculous trapped scam and end up disgraced on a global scale. If you're upset, go blame the human toilet. If it hadn't been for that toilet trap disaster, this account wouldn't even exist. My life was more devastated than Florida hit by Katrina, so I didn't even have the energy to engage in social media. Look back on what you did behind my back when I was at the lowest of the low point in my life. If there's anyone who could forgive this situation, they'd have reached the state of nirvana. Should I be thankful that I didn't know this fact last September?😂 If I had, I surely wouldn't still be drawing breath in this world right now. Well, it's quite the coincidence? September. God saved me, then someone should go.😏

Then why care about what a dead person said?😧 Is it The Sixth Sense?? Someone please make that corndog's name disappear from the news.😩 For the past three years, no joke, I’ve had to see his name online EVERY! SINGLE! DAY! without fail.🤬 It's worse than the pesky Kimass family like gum stuck to the ass. I don't even want to argue about whether it's a sieg heil or not. I just hate it because it's ugly.😂😂 Fuck, the vibe is exactly the same as this Trump.🤢

The universe is preparing for a great migration. Within one to two year, the world which has been overturned for the past two decades is highly likely to return to normalcy. It was such a boring era, but inevitable. But the atmosphere of the world will suddenly change, and the attractive will take center stage again. The NPCs must return to their own place. Being forgotten is their original mission.

The traits of NPCs: NPCs lose their minds when real humans tell them they're NPCs.😂 Get a life. Seriously speaking, there's no such thing as simulations or NPCs in the real world, fucking retards.😒 It's cringy even to hear tbh

Speechless.😧 I had something to check, so I visited that waddling duck-bodied stalker's Xitter account (without logging in) for the first time since last Christmas. Holy fuck, is this pervert still stalking me?? Then there's a strong possibility he's been reading my notes here too. What a creepy stalker. The fact that he was secretly snooping on protected tweets in the first place was already a red flag. (I can't still guess how long he had been spying on those conversations.) I must have been out of my mind to fall for such a crazy psycho's advances..🤦‍♀️ Like father, like son. What on earth twisted that man's view of women or affection so badly? Complex? You angry because you want to get pregnant but biologically can't?🤭 Why is it that when someone offered unconditional pure love, he ruined it with such disgusting and pathetic behaviors, driving me away, and yet, he still doesn’t get it and clings to me? That’s obsession, addiction, you pervert.😧 This Special K isn’t something you can buy, so go sniff some ketamine instead. Well, it's not about whether he's spying on me or not. What I really want to know is, what's the purpose of this long-term stalking?? Are you looking for some information or ideas worth stealing from me?🥴 Don't you know I'm just a shitposter?😦 I've told you before, all the knowledge and imagination I fundamentally need are in my own brain. Unless I'm a machine, I might double-check things with googling or chatbots, but everything originates from my brain. Unless you plug the monkey experiment chip in my brain, you can't steal my IDENTITY. So go ahead, keep peeping or whatever. But hey, can you even handle Korean?☺️ Nostr can't create a protected account, and wherever I run away, my online activities are permanently over thanks to that pervert stalker anyway. Who would believe that a celebrity has been stalking a rando nobody with no followers for years?😮‍💨 The thing stalkers love the most is getting a "reaction" from the target. He probably thinks he's torturing me and living rent free in my head, feeling like his (weird) chest might burst with excitement and joy right now. The only way to escape a stalker is to give absolutely no reaction at all. Deciding to end this account was ultimately the right choice.😔 Hey, I have one last thing to say. You're ugly, seriously.😲 And your body is deformed. So stop spreading your ugly DNAs around.

Marx wasn't just a capitalist. He was a good-for-nothing who never once held a job through his own skill or labor. He lived parasitically off quite wealthy parents and friends and had no abilities other than running his useless mouth. It's almost laughable that some morons still get swayed by the failed ideologies of such an incompetent man. It irritates me when retards think that just bringing up such losers in history makes them appear to be so-called "intellectuals".🥹 Most religious leaders, politicians, philosophers tend to have just one real skill: manipulating the zombie masses. In other words, they are just con artists. For example, a certain religious founder who preached that non-believers should be killed was a kept man who lived off a wealthy older woman in his youth. Isn't it ironic that the man who depended on a woman taught that women should be treated like livestock?🤣 Some social activists, theorists, philosophers, and politicians tend to be worshipped like a cult. However, the reality is that they have failed, are disconnected from reality, in some cases, represent lessons of history that should never be repeated. (Hitt!ler!!🤧 Sorry, sneezed suddenly) In an era where even capitalism is showing its limits, dragging out outdated theories that have already been proven FAILURES, dusting them off from a MOLDY closet, and trying to bedazzle the masses with intellectual bravado are nothing short of laughable. Such grimy people ought to be sent to Mars in nothing but their underwear. Capitalism being proven a failure is not a recent revelation, and it's certainly not something only you moldy minions of Peter Gay have figured out.🤷‍♀️ In an era where technology threatens human survival, we need entirely all brand-new theories. Actually, this may be the most futile age to try to conform everything into some sort of "-ism" framework. But what? Let's go back to some moldy bygone authoritarian regime what? So dismantling bureaucracy for it, huh? These fucking potential criminals and terrorist scoundrels!🤬 While it's true that bureaucracy should be avoided, that's just common sense. Don't attach any isms or ideologies to such basic common sense. I hope this isn't being carried out with the intent of completely dismantling it based on the pretentious and delusional bullshit of some insignificant blogger and his mastermind's cultish mission directives. Do not become a tool for the petty, pretentious, ignorant. I’m talking about those retards still doing "a salon of intellectuals" cosplay in 2025. That trend already ended back in the 90s, before the internet became fully adopted. All real intellectuals🥴 of those days including myself are bored of the superficial play and have long been scattered online as individuals, you immature ones who entrust your identity to others. How outdated and tacky.

I saw a human ostrich with a duck's body today.🙄 Waddle waddle 🦆

KID EP1 (integrated version) In the next episode, a Russian spy comes looking for Karyx. (😱!) But I don't feel like drawing anymore..🤤 #toonstr

KID (Karyx in Decentland) EP1: No Such Thing #toonstr

Someone please remove the glue stuck to this village idiot's fingers. Or ask him if he's testing a new adhesive for the Cybertruck recall.

KID (Karyx in Decentland) Uploading the cover first. The first and last episode will be posted tomorrow. It's almost finished, but my hand is slow..😑 There are a few scripts written for more episodes, but I won't have time to draw them within a few days. So, KID ends with just one episode!🤣 I might draw more to another platform later, but in that case, I won't be able to use the ostrich character.. Hmm.🤔 Oh, only the cover is in color. Coloring is hard labor too. If I start drawing seriously later, I wanna outsource it to a paid AI tool.😆 #toonstr

Can Daily Mail please stop promoting the malicious blackmailer with severe nasal disabilities?😩 Just cancel her as if she never existed in the first place. Just seeing that filthy crapper name totally kills my appetite! She has made a lot of money selling nudes to men for $2 each.🥹 Her mom is a similar attention whore, and they have accumulated wealth enough through selling sex and greed. She can raise the extortion tool made of meat on her own with that money. So, she should pay off the debts for all the luxury she's unfairly enjoyed, shut her mouth, and disappear from the human world or finally go to jail. I'm talking about the revenge porn threat case? No, as I've said it hundreds of times before, she already has a long list of criminal allegations!😠 Based on past records, she is a potential societal cancer that should be eliminated preemptively by Minority Report. She is inherently low and unscrupulous, according to Milo, there wasn't a single man who din't smash her except gays. (I don't like Milo, but it has been proven that he didn't lie.😏) She felt no shame in making a living out of her body. Therefore, she will continue to trap men with her filthy meatsuit, blackmail them, and try to live a luxurious life for free. This human toilet must be incinerated for the public good, regardless of my personal hatred or contempt. (What happens if ash is incinerated? Shit?🤔) The reason I despise her from the very beginning was because everything about her undeniably pointed to her being a golddigger whore: how she opened her eyes, how she dressed, typical pickme posts looked like personalized suggestions and the desperate thirst traps where she tried to scrape her flabby arms and armpit fat together to make her cleavage, etc. (You might have noticed from seeing someone else's cleavage😑, but naturally big boobs experience significant forces each other by Newton's third law of motion even when holding the arms away from the breasts. There's no need to force a cleavage..) Not long after, so many people came forward with receipts to reveal what kind of person she was. Even though I warned him multiple times about the TRUTH, he just assumed I was jealous and got all excited, acting out. I've heard he enjoys it when women are jealous because of him, and that it excites him. So, I eventually gave up and chose to detach myself from him. So I think he brought this upon himself tbh.🙂‍↔️ Hey Milo, she doesn't even look 32, looks older than me. How can anyone trust what a woman like her says, when she's brazen enough to lie to the media about something as basic as her age btw? Can this even hold up in court??

Over the next week, I might note down a few more thoughts whenever I have time. (Or I might not. These days, I live as if today is my last. Not in a desperate way, but because I see no reason to plan for tomorrow. So, to at least make it through until tomorrow, I need to consciously avoid situations that stress me out or sap my motivation, and instead turn my attention, like a sunflower, to people who can provide me with some positive vibes.) During that time, I'm sure lower and more childish revenge attacks like yesterday's will come my way.🤔 So, try harder, pickme!💪 Create your own valuable notes that could give him material for retaliation! Not the note written by ChatGPT!🥹 Why do you dare to pretend to know about topics you barely understand, huh?🤣 I just randomly called her "pickme" based on a hunch and experiential trauma, but it turned out she was really a pickme..😨 You might still mistakenly think that your embarrassing action, which you believe to be some sort of retaliation, can provoke my emotions, making me angry or frustrated. But I hope you can now acknowledge that your time of exerting such influence over me ended three years ago.🙂 For the past three years, there was someone I genuinely loved, you know. Even if he was merely a fake hero I created myself. Even if his sole purpose was just to capture my attention like hunting. Back then, because I didn't fully understand what kind of man he was, maybe I was thankful for him trying so hard to win over (just hitting on😑) my stray heart. Thanks to him, I was able to move on so quickly from the sense of betrayal you caused me. That's why I tried to stay loyal to him, even when I realized midway that something was seriously wrong. And so, now, even if I see his mask coming off, no living, breathing person can overcome such feelings overnight. Especially if my emotions came purely from sincere human affection, without any sort of plot or something. If a real human being, anyone would need at least a minimum amount of time to recover from the sudden shock and disappointment. But as undeniable facts increasingly reveal that he was a mere illusion I created, I'll probably regain a sense of reality soon, and this tiresome *invisible* saga will come to a permanent close. If the revenge porn of Valentine's Day was the Styx I could never cross back to Xitter again, then the cringy $5 revenge playback that causes secondhand embarrassment has become the Valentine's Day moment of Nostr. :) I could brush it off as something trivial, but I can't understand or feel the need to tolerate why you still treat me with such disrespect and insult. How dare you think you have the right to drag me like that when I owe you nothing? Even putting aside the one-sided time and devotion or the money lost from investing in your company's stocks, if we’re going to sink to something as petty as talking about money, rather, haven't I spent quite a lot money on you? And yet, have I ever once brought that up to you until now? Who said I'm just free stuff? Is that how you act when someone treats you well without expecting anything in return? That being said, I can't fight and win against the king in your kingdom, so it's better to just avoid the 💩. I'll walk away. It's only disappointing to once again learn that people never truly change for the better.

I no longer have personal affection for the king here, but at the same time, I don't have any bad feelings either, as I already wrote before. (Isn't it an *objective* fact that we don't know each other at all?🤷‍♀️) I also don't want to know any TMI about his personal relationships, so I just let it go, took my sleeping pills (as usual) and slept well. But today, I suddenly thought that, if someone is uncomfortable because of me here, that's not what I want. Actually, I'm not sure if I am the one who feels uncomfortable or if I'm uncomfortable because someone else is uncomfortable because of me. Either way, now I feel uncomfortable too. Due to the (babytrap) revenge porn case that occurred last Valentine's Day (the victim being a man, but not pitiful as he shot himself in the temple), I had to frantically escape from a house swarming with cockroaches. I had no plan—no idea where to run, what *strategy* to use for marketing posts (kinda mockery), or how to attempt networking with other users (again, kinda mockery). I was in complete panic mode, just needing a space to scream, "HOLY MUTHAFUCKA, FUCKING SHIT! I'VE BEEN DRENCHED IN A RAIN OF COCKROACHES!🤬🤬 IT'S SO FILTHY AND DISGUSTING I FEEL LIKE THROWING UP!!!🤢🤢🤢" Now, that panic has somewhat subsided..😑, I've decided I can no longer tolerate childish attempts to drag me back into that ole pathetic Squid Game AGAIN, like what happened yesterday. (I already made it clear that I would no longer participate in this kind of mind game.) So, I've decided to leave this place too. To ensure I don't reverse my decision, I'll give myself one week buffer to confirm my resolve. After that, I plan never to access this platform (alright alright, protocol, fine?) again, even anonymously. Avoiding the posts of a few named users in this small pool is nearly impossible. (I didn't realize it until I became a user myself, but it feels like there are fewer than 100 users here! It's not mockery but just true, and I don't find it particularly bad. However, this client has a structural flaw where, even if the number of users increased a hundredfold, it would still feel like the same group of users, and honestly, that cannot be considered an advantage.) I didn't think I had any reason to avoid his name, so I tried to casually blend in as just another random user. However, after yesterday's $5 retaliation show, I've come to a clear realization: unless I sever all ties with him in every possible way, I'll never escape the discomfort of being treated like this for the rest of my life. I just shared my opinion as usual. He could simply convince me of a valid reason why everyone should unanimously praise that blogger or just ignore as always, but why got so defensive and the same old show?😧

But I don't have the energy to waste on someone I no longer have personal affection for,😑 there was no need to give the sadist the reaction he wanted like old days, so I just said what I originally intended to say and went to sleep. (I still have so much to say about that extreme and dangerous pseudo-philosopher cosplayer p2p dealer whatever.😡 That nobody, even more insignificant than me, has turned the tech industry into a childish cult pigsty!🤬)