The real war is not the dollar sign, it's the sparkle emoji

I am enjoying long-form & single-take improv lectures because it’s pretty much the polar opposite of TikTok content. No budget, just straight up knowledge injection and pushing folks way beyond their skill level.

Good morning nostr. UX Demo time Instant Bitcoin deposits with cashu & integrating it with an AI tutor that intends to create scholarships with learning.

There is compelling evidence that is pointing out that I’m doing something profoundly wrong with my life and the solution is simply to invert that. This tends to be the case with figuring “it” out. The problem is I’m unaware or at least blind to what or why it’s wrong, so I don’t have the foundation to make the right choices. I think it’s rooted in the fact that my father was fatherless and the horizon toward fatherhood is much sooner than it is later. Perhaps a need to let go of control one way or another.

Kinda miss math

did:dht: cm1yqfjzfdtauh33nauwf3sqsijqziwrydicr8dbtho3cucb9nno npub: 1mgt5c7qh6dm9rg57mrp89rqtzn64958nj5w9g2d2h9dng27hmp0sww7u2v

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I’m growing pretty annoyed with people who think in spectrums. A spectrum is nothing more than a narrow slice for a narrow mind.

I’m experiencing such an intense wave of depression and most things feel dissonant. I’ve never felt this level of disconnected before and despite being aware of the occurrence I don’t seem to have the skills to get through it. Life itself feels very disillusioning and I can’t seem to entertain other possibilities. I think part of it is because of the internet, which earns a growing disgust and torment more with each passing day.

1) After nearly three years of pushing the boundaries of education with AI, it’s becoming abundantly clear that the future will be created by people who are not caught by an ultra powerful allure of a machine that’s designed to placate the individual.

Added a QR code to the Bitcoin Deposit Card that uses the cashu protocol under the hood, making cash taps a 1 step process for users that have Cash App. Turns out I was using the wrong value for a month... so it took a month to implement lol

How do I explain the depression I feel being aware of the unconscious behaviors of others and how our relationship is nothing more than an artificial simulation?

Ended up leaving the discord that I created. Disappointed.

So npub cash makes balances interopable with lightning/cashu? Is that one of the big benefits?

full flow for end users to deposit bitcoin with cashu & and creating scholarships with learning with cash taps

The agony of depression is uniquely slow and drawn out. Not enough to react to it viscerally, but enough to experience at least some degree of torment.

I created a small dashboard to redeem the cashu tokens generated by my app. Eventually I need to build more reasonable software systems to service others but it’s actually pretty mind blowing to be able to do this.