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“When you feel crushed by the weight of the world on your shoulders, remember it is such because only you are strong enough to bear it…
You are needed, so much more than you know.”
- C, 2011
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I should never have to publicly address something like this but I would like to further clarify and add additional details from my own experience as a further information on a comment I made last night (on an immutable nostr note with my hash)
May none of you ever find yourself in a position where you’re having to address things like this but, just in case, I would like it known I believe survivors and I know thing are often more complicated than they look
FWIW, to my knowledge, I didn’t flirt with pedophiles for 15 years… the person who made that comment is passive aggressively referencing my public entanglement with 1 early bitcoin dev
With that being said, I’ve been very open about my tech involvements and it’s public knowledge that I have deep ties to both the libertarian party and am/was publicly a crypto anarchist who was radicalized as a very young kid so really nothing new to see here … additionally I am very close in age to a lot of these devs (including the one likely being referenced) and we were in the same peer/age group during that radicalization period from roughly 2008-2013 so to my knowledge there was nothing inappropriate between/amongst us beyond young dumb kids maybe making some poor word choices
I personally was vehemently opposed to taking VC money (also public knowledge) and I was self funded - it was well known that VC money manager types scouted relentlessly the most technical among us
Anyone who refused to take the deals (myself included) underwent massive public smear campaigns along with humiliation rituals etc etc
*Additionally* speaking from personal experience, when I reflect, I believe those of us who were heavily surveilled were likely hand selected from a young age (due to technical and other capabilities) and basically tracked throughout our lives - men can be groomed, too
Some of us ended up dead and this breaks my heart every day
I can’t speak for the other devs but would not surprise me to find out this is just more of that
With that being said, we also knew that parallel to us functioning in our own technical sphere there was some very dark and sinister shit going on with other players in Bitcoin
But Bitcoin is for adversaries and I feel at least confident speaking for the most technical amongst us that we understood that to be a necessary evil for a neutral monetary network to exist 🤷🏼♀️ not sure what else to say about it beyond that
I do believe the large portion of open source devs I’m affiliated with to be decent human beings
Do not DM me trying to get information about anyone in the emails, I have nothing to share about other developers and I will continue to respect their privacy so long as I have no reason to believe they are putting other humans in immediate danger
I will block you
If I made plans to hang or see you at Bitcoin Vegas, I cancelled my trip
People be like “this is all hoax” like there aren’t people out there who can sign from keys that timestamp presegwit wallets
When I announced to my local circle that I was walking away from the hacker/Bitcoin space (where I knowingly did white hat work) in 2021 these are the music videos that I was tagged in on Twitter and elsewhere relentlessly (with my sons name mentioned)
It’s about torturing and murdering a girl, this is AFTER I was psychologically tortured and trapped in someone else’s faraday cage of a house when I asked the wrong questions about the shit that was going on at the time
Even IF a survivor showed up on nostr, don’t worry… no one would fucking believe or help her
It’s funny how everyone is a fucking freedom fighter and a human rights activist until shit gets real
In 2020, I would get on my knees every day and pray to God that the truth would come out
Demand release of the information about the snuff films
This is a global rescue mission ⚔️ 🐺
GM
As the slow drip of Epstein files are released, it’s important to understand how complex grooming is
Grooming, when you are being groomed, looks like safety
When I was barely 21, I needed cash to get out of a bad situation- by then most of the girls I knew were stripping or worse but I knew they crossed a line I wasn’t willing to cross- so a local club owner offered me a temp job as a shot girl, wear normal clothes, hustle trays of shots, get paid per gig
The man who The Mentor is loosely based off of knew I started this gig and so he shows up the first night I work and he bought my entire quota of shot trays for the entire night and gave them out free to everyone in the club so that I could just hang out and chill with him as friends and not have creepy dudes buying shots off of me … shortly after that I move into a room in his house and never work the gig again but get an actual waitressing job and start learning SPSS for statistical modeling
People are complex, grooming is complex, things are mostly grey, and to truly understand the cognitive dissonance that was created in these environments is difficult- this is why traumatized individuals walk away so fragmented even once they are safe- the concept of safety never really exists as a paradigm again
Okay 5 stars for the electronics distributor Digikey
I ordered some components for a gamified hardware project I’m using in the Dagz Uni and the package got here faster than I could get to my own local hardware store for the other parts because of the snow
Everyone tries to act like the old BT and CT was a dream land utopia but I just found this on my phone from 2021 and lol
Fucking lmao even. 😂😂😂😂
