A few weeks ago my dad was diagnosed with cancer. He’s a conventional doctor, 36 years. But he’s the complete opposite of health and wellness, and has spent much of his life battling addictions, countless bad habits, and eating the worst you can imagine. This diagnosis did not surprise me, although the world-renounced oncologist said it came from a virus and UV light (lol zero personal accountability) He’s spent so much of his life enslaved by centralized healthcare genuinely wanting to help serve people but being trained to stay too busy, miss out on so much of his family’s life, and push pills. In January he started working for one of the wealthiest hospital systems in the country, built upon immense greed and extraction. Some of the top level people at this hospital system making millions. Upon his cancer diagnosis, his employer fired him. Yes illegal. Against HIPPA and disability discrimination. Another example of how healthcare really cares about your health. His treatment plans would make him more of a liability than an asset, so termination was a better deal. Businesses is business. His termination freed him. He has cancer and he’s never been more alive. He put two middle fingers up to that system and said I’m building my own businesses now with my daughters. He’s been in flow state ever since, spending all of his time outside in the sun doing manual labor, construction projects, landscaping, networking in the community. He’s overflowing with joy and love and excitement, and he’s already as tan as me. It’s beautiful to see. Although we’ve had our differences, our struggles, his connection to God has been the resilience that has carried him so far in life. It reminds me of the old Italian man, who smokes and drinks and lives to 100 because of joy. His faith is unwavering, it is full trust. It is the comfort of knowing you are fully seen, held, supported and protected, and if you don’t deny God, he won’t deny you. And that everything happens in divine timing for divine reasons. Every event, every circumstance, is really just an opportunity. What are you going to do about it? My dad has always maintained a childlike wonder in life, it’s where I get some of my “delusion” and dreamer tendencies. But God doesn’t put a dream in your heart that you’re not capable of achieving. Any additional prayers for today would be appreciated as he is in surgery, but he texted me that he was gonna hit the hotel pool and jump in the hot tub right before😆🤣 Strength and health to all y’all today, have a great day🙏🏼

Today I lost my Claude virginity. I’m EMBARRASSED it took this long 😭😭😭😭😭😭 omg

Laugh often, and surround yourself with people who support all of your crazy dreams. Enjoy your life while you’re still figuring it out🤍

Heard an old song that reminded me of an old friend that reminded me of an old book she gave me years ago. Men are like Waffles, Women are like Spaghetti. “Men are like Waffles: Men tend to compartmentalize their lives into separate boxes (or waffle squares). They deal with one issue at a time. When they are in one square-such as work-they focus entirely on it and completely leave other squares behind. Women are like Spaghetti: Women's thoughts and emotions flow together and intersect like interconnected noodles. Every life event, emotion, and thought is tied to everything else, meaning they frequently multitask and tie multiple issues together simultaneously.” It is so true, so simple, and so useful to keep in mind. I definitely feel like my female framework is to experience life as an interconnected spiderweb. They use spaghetti, but it’s a similar idea. There is much less compartmentalization. Women tend to process life through an interconnected network where memory, emotion, intuition, relationships, future planning, bodily signals, social dynamics, and environmental cues all inform each other simultaneously. What appears “unrelated” externally is often linked internally through invisible strings of pattern recognition and emotional context. I also think about how Mother Nature, the ultimate mother, doesn’t build in straight lines, boxes, and right angles. She builds with feminine structure: round, curved, adaptive forms that distribute force across the network and become stronger and more abundant through connection. The integrity of a spiderweb comes from each strand being interconnected and distributing load onto the others. It’s a safety structure. Resilient. Fewer single points of failure. Women tend to value this safety structure and weave emotion into everything to help synthesize past, present, and future with the goal of stability and protection, less points of failure. The waffle has its own strengths as compartmentalization can create focus, calm under pressure, task execution, and temporary emotional insulation. Very necessary. The male system optimizes for forward (more linear) movement, directed concentration. The female optimizes for relational integration (circular, communal) containment. Different cognitive geometries. Never finished the book, but a good cute concept😆

If you wake up today the healthiest you’ve ever been and you’re in control of your time, good on you. You’re absolutely winning, keep going. Don’t forget how much you’ve done to get here. Gratitude. Gm.

For real, there is an inverse correlation in time spent on social media and my natural desire to talk to people throughout my day. Less time feeding false sense of connection = more inclined to engage with real people around me. Usually leads to interesting stories and good local connections too. Protect your presence !!!!!! Be engaged where your feet are !!!!

Some of the smartest people in the alternative health space are very anti-technology (anti-AI/anti-digital money), part of my journey has been discernment on seeing what topics I let their genius influence me and what topics I don’t let influence me. There’s a lot of “don’t use AI”, “it’s making us all dumber”, “we don’t want them to build data centers because they are bad for our health and environment so we need to stop using AI” Personally, I only think AI is making already dumb people dumber. I don’t think it necessarily makes smart people dumber. I do think there’s a lot of bad with a lot of existing technology and emf, in terms of human health, planet health, and surveillance. But the government/corporations are gonna build this infrastructure for themselves regardless of if we use it or not. It seems we have to adapt by learning mitigation while building the alternative systems. So we might as well have all yall software freaks building your good freedom tech with AI. It’s amazing what I see people doing, not me tho, I’ll just cheer for you guys while my phone is on airplane mode connected to Ethernet!

You can see so much of vitality in the eyes. Within a few seconds you can tell if someone has grounded presence, feels comfortable embodying who they are, has a willingness to connect and be seen. You can see vibrance, clean clear bright whites, deep color, sparkle, shen. You know if they are lit up by life or not. Or you can see immediate dullness, a glazed over look. No spark, tired. Paired with scattered energy, an uncomfortable guardedness, and an allergy to eye contact.

Breathwork is amazing But wow wow wow guided breathwork with a soundtrack tailored for somatic catharsis is psychedelic You have it all within you !!! Your body, your breath. You heal you. The amount of energy you can move is wild. So happy we will be hosting group sessions at our wellness house, but I do wanna do it floating in water in the sun🧘🏼‍♀️🌊

I’ve been told by numerous older people that I have too many ideas/want to learn too many things and I need to slow down. I understand, but no

Late state insanity is absolutely correct and reading things like this still stuns me and hurts my heart. Let the polarity created in separation become the charge to build a more loving and beautiful world.

Someone explain the correlation between living in an American city and becoming excessive about running ? It seems to happen to everyone at some point😂 A friend of a friend just ran the Boston marathon halfway thru pregnancy ?? Are we sure the baby wanted those miles not just a chill walk and more food ??

“Menstrual tracking apps sell menstrual cycle information to marketing companies who then target advertising for beauty products at ovulating women” I promise you the rose gold government biometric tracking oura ring is not that cute. Literally get a pencil and a piece of paper you don’t need an app for everything it’s not that hard.

Go off shortcake

My father who is an extremely conventional centralized doctor and also did 12 years in the army, just told me that war is a necessary evil and Trump could save the stock market this way. Where did I come from? This is why I believe in the orphan trains.

She has no idea she’s gonna be a pickle martini when she grows up🥒🙏🏼 (Also cute how the seed is still attached on the left sprout)

I wanted to integrate Strike with Shopify for a product I’ll be selling soon, But it appears that you can only do this if you set up a Strike business account. And then you must verify your INCORPORATED business info (EIN, taxes, banks, licenses, etc). I want to offer bitcoin payment in combination with an UNINCORPORATED business. I do not want to create any type of incorporated entity (i.e LLC) or REGISTER anything with anyone because that is part of the PROBLEM. Why should I have to tell STATE OF STATE FAKE GOVERNMENT CORPORATIONS ANY OF MY INFORMATION. I am lawfully free to do business unincorporated, and bitcoin platforms should support this, not try to put you back into the incorporated systems and surveillance or give the de facto state any authority. Why can I not use my own personal account? I promise I’m not yelling🧘🏼‍♀️💖

Gm enjoy tf out of your life. It’s your duty to the good side🪷

our milk hodling is getting out of hand

We are building out a holistic house in Wilmington NC!!! The plan is to have naturopathic doctor consults (my sister), bodywork, hydrotherapy, outdoor community sauna, cold plunge, hot mineral tub, organic coffee bar with raw milk ONLY, and lots of random social events. I believe creating IN-PERSON community is key to sovereignty moving forward. This will be a place where no health, truth, or freedom topic will be off limits🤝 It’s been an emotional rollercoaster and a challenging experience in navigating inter-personal relationship dynamics. I’ve almost quit like 10 times over the last 6 months😂, but I guess God wants this birthed and I definitely am underestimating what gifts this will bring to my life and hopefully others’ lives once opened.