I'I'm not a fucking spammer. My soul is dying from pain, and I need surgery. I used to own a software company with employees, but the Gaza war destroyed my back and spine. I can't work, I can't sit in a chair, and I can't even provide for my family. I'm not a fucking spammer. I was proud and tried to help my family. If I didn't have children or a family, I wouldn't have asked anyone for help. I'd rather die than be called a spammer by someone like you.