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Lauren of Light ☀️
laurenoflight@primal.net
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Bitcoin only Sovereignty begins in the soul 🧘🏼‍♀️ Light in the darkness ☀️ Nostr is my thought journal Audience of 1 🕊️ I AM Cultivator of joy
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lauren 2 weeks ago
“Maybe in another life…” NO. WHAT ABOUT THIS ONE? I’m done waiting for perfect timing, more money, more confidence, someone’s approval, or some guarantee it’ll all work out. Soccer taught me better than that. From travel teams and varsity to college, I remember stepping onto that field. The nerves before tryouts. The butterflies. My heart POUNDING. Freshly cut grass. Cleats hitting the ground. That electricity when the whistle blew. God, I LOVED that feeling. The competition. The intensity. The FIRE of wanting something so badly that every part of me felt ALIVE. When that ball came flying toward me, everything else disappeared. The crowd. The noise. The possibility of missing. I didn’t have time to imagine seventeen ways it could go wrong. READ THE FIELD. TRUST MY INSTINCTS. TRUST MY TEAM. TAKE THE DAMN SHOT. Sometimes I scored. Sometimes I missed. Sometimes I got knocked flat on my ass. AND? I GOT UP. THE GAME WAS STILL GOING. I’m carrying that same fire into the rest of my life. I’m not waiting around for passion to find me. I’M IGNITING IT. I’m showing up. Giving a damn. Putting my whole heart into what matters without demanding to know how it’ll turn out. And I’m not doing life alone. I’m having my people’s backs. Communicating. Trusting. Taking initiative. Celebrating their wins. When things get hard, I’m not disappearing. I’M SHOWING UP. I’m done disguising fear as “logic,” hesitation as “patience,” and settling as “being realistic.” I’m not spending my life wondering what would’ve happened if I’d been brave enough to TRY. I’m going after the dreams that scare me. Starting the business. Taking the flight. Asking for what I deserve. Walking into rooms I once felt unqualified to enter. Learning new things. Changing direction when I need to. Making bold moves without needing everyone to understand them. And LOVE? I’m not letting fear, pride, or other people’s expectations make those decisions for me either. I’m going to love fully. Deeply. Courageously. I’m going to tell my people what they mean to me. SHOW THEM. Make the effort. Have their backs. Apologize when I’m wrong. Forgive. Keep the good ones close. I’m not walking away from something extraordinary just bc it requires vulnerability. And I’m not abandoning myself trying to make someone else recognize it. I’m going to disappoint people. Make mistakes. Look foolish. Fall down. Laugh at myself. GET BACK UP. I’m going to dance in the kitchen at 2am. Sing the wrong lyrics. Chase adventures. Watch sunrises. Appreciate ordinary Tuesdays. Fall ridiculously, passionately in love with being ALIVE. I’m done treating discomfort like danger. Sometimes my racing heart isn’t telling me to run. It’s reminding me that something MATTERS. I’m trusting God. Trusting myself. MOVING MY DAMN FEET. I don’t need to know the ball is going in when I strike it. I’M TAKING THE SHOT BC I BELIEVE IT’S WORTH TAKING. That’s how I’m choosing to live. Not chasing guaranteed wins, but embracing the PRIVILEGE OF PLAYING. I’m not sitting on the sidelines of my own life waiting for a game I’m guaranteed to win. One day, that final whistle WILL blow. And I’m not going to spend the time I have protecting myself from every possibility of failure. “Maybe in another life…” NO, BABY. THIS ONE. My heart’s pounding? GOOD. I’M ALIVE. I’M CALLING FOR THE BALL. TRUSTING MY TEAM. TAKING THE SHOT. LOVING MY PEOPLE. CHASING WHAT LIGHTS ME ON FIRE. THE CLOCK IS RUNNING. AND I’M GOING ALL THE FUCK IN. #puravida #plebchain image
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lauren 1 month ago
How are unicorns fake but giraffes are real? …like what’s more believable a horse with a horn or a leopard moose camel with a 40 foot neck?
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lauren 4 months ago
Legend in the making, on the beat That girl a baddie, she a pistol 🔥✌🏼 image
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lauren 6 months ago
Flower full moon in Scorpio
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lauren 6 months ago
You are a chain breaker. Restored. Worthy. Today it all comes back to you! #🕊️ #holyspirit #bloom
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lauren 6 months ago
THE BELONGING - You’re not broken, you’re becoming. 🔥👇🏻 It isn’t rejection, it’s awakening 🤍 #uranus #spiritualawakening #authenticity #selfgrowth #ascension #gemini #christ
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lauren 6 months ago
The "outcast" of the family is actually the savior of the bloodline. 🩸 THE GREAT UNLOCKING is here. You weren’t born to fit a broken system… you were born to build a new one. In the kingdom of conformity, the Black Sheep becomes the GOAT. 🐐👑 You were never meant to be like the others in your family or peers. You’re intentionally different. Most of us have an internal mirror. Polarity inside. It’s to ensure breakthrough. Do not dismiss it for something being wrong.. it’s most likely the test… Your only job right now is to pass the test: Do you conform, or do you align? Do you align to tradition or create a new one? Do you obey or do you renew? Stop apologizing for being different. It's time to lead. Watch this. 🔓🔥👇
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lauren 6 months ago
My girl said 5 mins, but heard 20…I’m just enjoying the moment, I’m the vibe anyway 🤍✨🎶🔊
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lauren 6 months ago
Good Morning! Ephesians 3 & 4 are so hot right now! 🔥 Here's what it unveils... God changed your life… but some of you are still showing up with the same attitude. Same insecurities. Same triggers. Same wounded mindset. Let me say it plain.. If God made you new, why are you still dressing like the old version of you? You cannot walk into new levels wearing old labels. Drop them. Walk like you know who you are. Carry yourself like heaven already signed off on you. Because it did. And stop this right here Stop tolerating what you prayed to be delivered from. Stop entertaining habits God already exposed. That’s not spiritual warfare. That’s agreement. That’s you co-signing the very thing that tried to break you. You’re not confused. You’re conditioned. And baby, conditioning can be broken. You got upgraded, but you’re still trying to sit in coach because it feels familiar. Because it feels safe. Because you’re worried about who’s watching. Meanwhile your seat has already been called. Act like it. Your behavior should not be arguing with your calling. Line it up. Grow up. Heal what keeps reacting instead of responding. One memory does not have the power to pull you back unless you give it permission. That’s unhealed. And it stops here. Stop reapplying old pain. Stop revisiting old versions of you that God already buried. The version of you that begged? Gone. The version that settled? Gone. The version that tolerated disrespect? Expired. That is not your identity anymore so stop using it as a crutch. You are going higher. So start living healed. And let me hit this Pride and ego are robbing you of your peace, your joy, and your growth. Enough. You don’t need another sign. You don’t need another confirmation. You need obedience to the last thing God already told you. Move. Stop waiting. Get up. Take off the old you and don’t you dare pick it back up. You don’t need a better situation. You need a deeper revelation of who you are. Rooted. Called. Chosen. Loved. Unshaken. Yeah, you might’ve been the black sheep but now you’re walking like the one set apart. So watch your mouth. Stop speaking death over your own life. Get a grip on that anger. Forgive people. Because your transformation it shows up in how you treat people. Your anointing is proven in your character not your captions. If you’re still holding grudges, still reactive, still easily triggered you haven’t fully stepped into the new you yet. And some of you are begging God for elevation while still holding onto things that don’t match where you’re going. So take it off The wounds. The victim mindset. The offense. The fear. The insecurity. The toxic patterns. Take it off. Stop lying to yourself. Speak truth. Because healing shows up in how you walk, how you talk, and how you treat people. So ask yourself really ask Am I acting healed or am I still reacting wounded? And whatever the answer is that’s your next assignment. WALK IT LIKE YOU TALK IT! #holyfire #authority #lovethyself #movemountains #jesus
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lauren 6 months ago
A Divine Woman doesn't negotiate her worth. She sets the tone for what she deserves and allows God to filter out all that does not align.
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lauren 6 months ago
It’s a new dawn. Set the standard. Chosen by God. Set apart. No more shrinking. No more performing. You’re building legacy, not chasing approval. Be wild. Be different. Be undeniable. Move like it’s already yours… because it is. Dead the “nice” act when it costs your power. You’re not here to be convenient. You’re the standard. Walk in favor. Speak with authority. Secure. Unbothered. Unapologetic. No settling. Not in love, money, creativity, passions, work, or respect. You don’t compete. You are the category. ✨💅
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lauren 6 months ago
You get one day to cry and then you rise.
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lauren 6 months ago
It is easy to lose sight of truth when we lean too far in any one direction. Balance is quiet, and extremes are loud. There is light, and there is shadow. There is reaching too far, and there is holding too tightly. Life speaks in contrasts, not absolutes. Many drift toward the light and mistake it for the whole picture. It feels safe there, warm and affirming, so we accelerate without question, collecting only what glows. I’ve done it too. But too much light can soften the edges of reality. It can make us overlook what requires caution, or believe that hope alone is enough to guide us. On the other side, living too long in shadow narrows the path. Everything becomes uncertain, heavy with hesitation. Fear disguises itself as wisdom, and movement slows until stillness feels like the only option. Neither place holds the full truth. Clarity lives in the tension between the two. To welcome abundance without becoming blind to risk. To remain discerning without becoming paralyzed by doubt. To move forward, but with awareness. To trust, but with eyes open. Flow is not found in choosing light over dark, or dark over light. It is found in allowing both to inform you, without letting either control you.
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lauren 6 months ago
We all carry keys 🔑 and every key opens a door. Want to feel abundant? Speak from your heart. The right ones will hear it. Trust your path, even when it’s quiet. Especially then. Pause. Receive the beauty around you. Move with love, not force. Set boundaries, not walls. If others don’t follow what they feel in their spirit, let them be. Pray for them. Keep walking. God still opens your doors. Listen closely… late at night, in the stillness. That calm in your gut…That’s guidance. If you feel stuck in the loop ⭕️ change something. Anything. Courage lives in action, not just knowing. The sign will come when you stop chasing it. You’ll feel it. Don’t doubt it. Balance is the real key ⚖️ We’re all strong somewhere and growing somewhere else. You already know what to do. Now act. No timelines. Just flow. 😁 Open the door. Then another. Then another. You hold the keys. 🔑 xo image
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lauren 6 months ago
Momentum obeys the one who knows, not the one who hesitates. When you lock into your inner signal, reality doesn’t argue… it rearranges. That’s your field. That’s your pull. Joy isn’t something you chase, it overflows from you. You’re lit from within, radiating like you’ve already won. Surprises don’t feel random anymore, they feel scheduled. Of course this happened. Of course it found you. People feel it. They orbit it. Your energy is the invitation. Stay selective though… not everything that reaches for you gets access. You choose what aligns. Receive like it’s normal. Because for you, it is. And that smirk on your face…😏Yeah… that’s recognition. You always knew this timeline was yours. OWN it. Drop jaws. Now step into her fully… and play 🫶🤍😉 image
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lauren 6 months ago
If you’re playing small, stay small. The climb is too grand for your mediocre thoughts and limited pov. If you want the view from the top, then go get it. Otherwise you’re just like everyone else full of excuses and wasted dreams. Tough love. Chew & swallow. 🤝
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lauren 7 months ago
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