The ups and downs of entrepreneurship are something I don’t think you can prepare for. You just have to experience them. I’ve been feeling so much anxiety lately because I don’t know what I’m doing and I don’t know what to do next. I worry about letting down my team and making mistakes. But the reality I need to face is I’ve never done this before. I’ve never done ANY of this. Why would I know what I’m doing? Why should I know what to do before I gain experience, repetitions, and make mistakes I can learn from? It’s easier said than done, and I also try to remind myself to be grateful. I’m relatively young, if this doesn’t work out I have time to try again or get a normal job and have a stable career. Anything I do after this can’t be nearly as hard, and I have my health which is the most important thing in the long run. This is important to me. Other people depend on me. But ay the end of the day I come home to a beautiful family that loves me and I have what I need to enjoy a safe, happy, and peaceful life. That isn’t true for many, maybe most. I’m new to all of this. But so many before me have gone through the same struggles, almost certainly with less resources, and made it out the other side. I’ve got this. I can do it. I will find a way.

Really interested in trying out graphene for myself! A 2026 goal for sure

Bitcoins market was incredible this weekend! Still need to post videos

I like to stop in on nostr from time to time to remind myself there are humans existing in a decentralized system actively working on freedom on a regular basis Getting there slowly but surely myself, it’s a great patience simulator

Going to a bitcoin meeting tonight and can’t wait! See you at Chicho’s in Virginia Beach at 6:30 pm 🍕 @Virginia Beach Bitcoin @757BTC

Checking in, hope everyone is doing well!

Communication really helps, I was feeling so stressed and anxious and I talked to some people I needed to talk to and now I feel so much better. I guess things can be simple sometimes.

This feels like the only place I can truly be vulnerable sometimes, and I think mostly it’s because it’s the only place I’m anonymous and don’t feel judged. Hoping to get through this phase of my life and get to whenever it gets easier. Maybe I just need to grow to meet the challenges, because I don’t think it ever gets easier, maybe we just learn more about how to handle the challenges.

Remember to tell the people you love that you love them 💛

Hope everyone is doing well! Sometimes I feel disconnected from Bitcoin being very deep in fiat world every day, but I’m glad I remember to come back from time to time to share a thought or two One day I’ll spend all my time contributing to open source projects and sending zaps to people who make me smile

Hope everyone has a great day today and don’t take the most important parts of their life for granted 🫶🏼

Been feeling anxious about and at work lately. I know this is a chapter in my life if high growth and doing a lot of new things. I’m gonna get through it and make it out the other side more capable and more experienced for whatever comes next. And I must remind myself it’s ok not to be good at something I haven’t done before. Whatever happens with this company, good or bad, is always ultimately good in that I’ll have tried without guarantee of success and have learned in the process. That knowledge is and will be applicable in future projects, relationships and opportunities. I’ve just gotta keep going, and acquire as much knowledge and experience as possible during this volatile chapter.

Been learning to use Claude code recently as well as git to contribute to existing projects What a time to be alive! #claudecode #vibecoding #buildit

No matter what’s going on in my life internally, what craziness is happening in the outside world, the fact that so many of your are passionate about freedom tech and building a better world with open source tools and circular economies thrive makes me so happy 🧡 I’m grateful to be here 🫶🏼 #nostr #freedomtech #opensource #circulareconomies #hope #bitcoin #thankyou

Constantly feel like I’m just at the beginning of my Bitcoin journey and there’s so much to learn and implement and I’m nowhere near where I want to be (could be using more privacy, stacking more non-KYC sats, earning in Bitcoin) And then I take a step out into fiat world and I’m surrounded by masses who have no clue any of this is going on (inflation, mass exploitation via aggregated data and the freedom from all of it) and I’m grateful that I’m making progress. And the crazy thing is while most anyone who reads this can relate, if I shared this on all my centralized socials no one would know what the fuck I’m talking about, or worse think I was selling them something or being scammy We are still so early ⏳ #bitcoin #freedomTech #growth #patience