ran out of luck.

It’s here, near me a shadow I can’t flee, its weight upon my chest, my soul, a sinking sea. It’s here, near me silent, but it speaks, in every breath I take, in every tear that leaks. It’s here, near me and there’s no light ahead, just the darkness that will stay, until I am fully dead.

இறுதியில் நண்பர்களும் எதிரிகளானார்கள்

skies clear but not my mind

Two years ago, on this day, I thought I had a chance to show my skills and talents. Then, suddenly, I realized a whole new problem was about to start, and this time we couldn't escape or fight it back as we did before. Now, I'm losing hope and see no future.

The future I painted in bright colors faded to gray before I even had the chance to live in it.

We make plans and the universe laughs, but sometimes that laughter echoes in the ruins of everything we once believed possible. - Unknown

In childhood, everything seemed as unattainable as it does now. But back then, I still believed that one day I might reach it - Franz Kafka

I am free and that is why I am lost - Franz Kafka

There was a time when I didn’t think about the future and had no responsibilities. But now, I’ve changed myself to help others. Still, life seems to be pushing me back into being the person I once was the one I’ve tried so hard to leave behind. And when I talk to others about it, they just say, “You have to accept it.” But why should I accept this? Does it mean I’ll never have a good life? Am I supposed to live forever just hoping for a better life that will never come? If all this is my karma, then what’s the point of living? I feel like I’m dying inside every day and night. People laugh at my pain, and now everything they laughed about has actually happened. Even death seems to avoid me that's why I keep suffering. No matter how hard I try to change, I feel like I’m stuck in the same place, completely alone. I don’t know if I’ll ever get my life back.

I never felt its weight, until it was gone only then did I realize how deeply it shaped me.

Something in me died that day and i know I'll never be the same again.

Only the one who experiences it knows the pain; those who merely hear about it will never understand.

The stars weep light into the endless dark, and no one notices—just like sadness, heavy and unseen 🌌

Thanks to libreoffice without you i can't done my project report.

There is nothing i can do anymore. Repeated problems makes killing the hope slowly now nothing left to moving me forward. Sometimes i want to ended up all this but commitments holding me. In the metamorphosis story written by franz kafka. In that story a character named groger samsa. He dreamed one day his loan and debt will end and enjoying the life how he wanted but sadly in the end... Thats how my life going didn't enjoyed from my childhood. always broken dreams. Everytime i changed my dreams because of my problems cant allow me to follow passions. I always look others and think will one day my life also normal as them? i didn't even think to become rich but normal life with peace. Finally everything broken my dreams and my passion. I don't think i can be a normal as used to be before all this happen. I thought i escaped from the darkness but i don't a permanent dark place waiting for me.

If I had to describe my life, it's like "a fish pulled out of water not killed, but also not put back." That's how it feels every single day, it's like I'm slowly dying.

Finally farewell is over

The feel we get when the same bad situation going to happen again.