This morning, my grandma died and I lost ~0.2 bitcoin. I feel devastated and embarrassed.
My grandma was old and lived a good life. She was a follower of Jesus. She was in a lot of pain and I'm glad she found relief. The hard part is watching my family grieve.
With the bitcoin loss, I only have myself to blame. Someone got a hold of my my lightning admin macaroon.
They closed the existing channels and swept the funds to their bitcoin address. I'll list the attacker's addresses below if anyone is interested. Although my systems were meticulously locked down, I wasn't as careful with passing around my admin macaroon between systems / different computers. It shouldn't have been an admin macaroon I was using in the first place -- another reckless mistake. I also didn't have enough monitoring in place. One silver lining is I happened to sweep quite a bit of funds out of my lightning node about a month ago. It would have been closer to 0.4 bitcoin had I not.
I had quite a few services that used the admin macaroon: BTCPay, a cashu mint, my website, etc.
I'm so sorry to anyone who had any amount of bitcoin with my mint. I will try to make amends, just reach out to me.
This is my fault and I only have myself to blame. Not just for my own losses, but for any losses by those who held bitcoin in my mint.
I'm not sure when I'll be ready to spin up my lightning node / cashu mint again.
josh
josh@westernbtc.com
npub1pc57...dmza
Loved by Jesus
Join the https://westernbtc.com relay if you want all your notes backed up.
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@the axiom I got your message but can’t send one back to you. I tried it with others users and it’s working fine. Not sure what’s up.
The WesternBTC is now a trial relay (https://westernbtc.com).
How it works:
When a pubkey is first seen, it's given a trial whitelisting of n days (30 in my case). After the trial period has elapsed, any notes created by the pubkey are deleted. If the pubkey is officially whitelisted at any point before the expiration of the trial period, the pubkey is promoted to full whitelisting and removed from the trial whitelisting.
What this enables:
- sign ups without users having to pay first (terrible UX previously)
- gift wraps now work (NIP-17)
- clean up relay space automatically
View quoted note →
PSA: the WesternBTC relay will be down for about an hour while I do some work on it
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Trial period relay: notes have a time-to-live unless the npub is whitelisted. If an npub gets whitelisted by the relay, we remove the ttl on any existing notes.
It's humbling to admit, but almost everything I used to code myself is done better and faster when I use AI. What used to take me around 4 hours of planning and coding I can do in less than 5 minutes with Opus 4.5 + Claude extension in VSC. Instead of being bitter, I'm grateful for the opportunity to get ahead of it.
Ironically, I have job security because existing processes aren't intuitive and there are too many exceptions.
As soon as I hard Luke Gromen capitulated, I flipped bullish.
What kind of animal gets this at 10am


Anyone selling healthy candles?
Blink-182 has some zingers
“I play with fire to break the ice”
“A bouquet of clumsy works”
“For the world offers only a craving for physical pleasure, a craving for everything we see, and pride in our achievements and possessions. These are not from the Father, but are from this world.”
1 John 2:16