How long that I didn't write anything here? Sounds like few days I didn't write.

Why there's so much campaign which wants you to leave X? Because they want you to leave X for your own good. If you are understand about black algorithm and you're looking for freedom, these campaigns wants you to move into Bluesky with open algorithm or Fediverse like Mastodon, Misskey, Akkoma, etc which algorithm doesn't exist. I don't care wherever you from, but I care about when you want to move away and give a middle finger to #ElonMusk and his own X. They block your access on X? Doesn't matter. NEVER THINKING ABOUT ENGAGEMENT, BUT THINKING OF GOOD SOCIETY ON THE INTERNET. THE SOCIETY WHERE YOU MAKE A SOCIAL INTERACTION EACH OTHER AND MUCH CARE ABOUT YOU!

Sounds like I have a compilation of disease which makes me goin' to hospital and I'm really tired.

Today I was going to hospital for goin' to neurology polies, and when I tell the doctor that I need action for saving my brain, she's immediately bring me to MRI. But it could be available on next month once I got a new compliance. Older compliance cannot be used.

From now, JKN mobile which companion app for BPJS-KS members cannot make a queues for going to first medical facility. Still happening on backend issues that never gonna fix and only focusing for hospital services. This is fucking annoying. Another backend issues that never fixed before.

My home internet is fucking slow. 10 Mbps for a whole family? Look alike I am going back to dial-up internet era which I have to paid 150k rupiah per month for dial-up internet quality? Fuck.

If I am living without dependencies from my family, might be I am in poverty condition and become homeless. To be honest, I am in poverty condition where I am rarely touching big money and even I am surviving by collecting some points at Microsoft Rewards for food and home needs, and even I am looking free meal with somehow I could do. Looking job as employee? I can't do that since I am disabled mentally and I didn't interested to working at companies. Also, I am socially disconnected with nearest society. People call my real name and I didn't respond.

Well, as BPJS-KS user with third class which funded by local government, I am feeling happy for going to medical facility without spending any money for one-time services. And also, it helps me as disabled people. Tomorrow, I'm going to neurology polies and diagnose my brain. I hope it's helping myself to recover. Well done, Welas Asih hospital.

Yesterday I was at hospital and I got earlier services when goin' to psychiatric. I just spent a time from 6 AM to 11 AM. What a quick services.

I want to use openSUSE again right after I'm buying old computer. And 500k in Rupiah for budget sounds strict to me.

Why some Indonesian people when there's some of them speaking English are trying to troll them or even saying "Sok Inggris lo!"? Because they really don't like when someone is speaking another language rather than Bahasa Indonesia. Obviously, we have a rights for speaking in any language, as long as they use it properly.

For my Nostr friend, I want to add a notes in Latino-america Spanish from now on. But I am also still writing the notes in English. Well, like English is primary language I'm gonna use while Latino-america Spanish as second language. I am not good at Spanish tbh.

For temporary time, I will not using Telegram because I'm still traumatized due to hacked with unknown source. I even didn't expect what's going on. So, I'll be available on XMPP and IRC. For Discord I am still using it, but I am fell burning sensation on my mental when I got so much notification and have no idea which I should stay to. So, to calming down, I decided to use XMPP and Matrix to forgetting my trauma.

This Nostr account are used for me as usual internet citizens, not as VTuber. So, act to me like you're talking with another user.

I have no idea what's going on. Why am I really annoyed by some sensitive news such as conflict in Ukraine that endlessly happened, or even the recent action that U.S. really kidnapping Venezuelan president Nicolas Maduro due to being part of "narcoterorism" that actually made up. And now they worried again about fucking Greenland? Well, Trump also warning the countries like Colombia, Cuba, or even Mexico that could be happening later, depending on the conditions. Well, I am not American but I am really piss off seeing U.S. with another crappy drama that really makes everyone angry. FUCKING JUST CAUSE IS HAPPENING AGAIN, GUYS.

I am gonna use Waydroid on my laptop for using Tusky, but need to downgrade to 1.4.x due to python issue and run Android 11 images. I want to use all my Mastodon accounts in every servers for making social relationship and also as admin for IMPHNEN at Bluesky and fediverse, I am gonna create new account in selected instances that we decide. Also, for you my foreigner friend, if you didn't know what IMPHNEN is, it's just like another programming and developer community where they spreading the laziness there. But we didn't lazy at all.

For cosplayers who want to cosplay my character, it's easy. You just need a shirt with a plain t-shirt underneath, trousers (black or grey is recommended, not jeans), and a wig. Eyes are optional and not required. It's the cheapest and doesn't require a lot of money to be spent. If you want to meet me IRL, you can cosplay at the openSUSE Asia Summit 2026 in Yogyakarta on October 3rd and 4th, and take a photo with me. The event is specifically for students, if you are a student and also a cosplayer, participate there and register when the event is uploaded on the openSUSE Events website.

To ICE agents in Minneapolis who abusing people from killing the driver to abusing the crowd who're angry to you, what actually the fuck are you doing? YOU'RE BASICALLY DOING CRIMINAL LIKE YOU'RE FUCKING GANGSTA. REMEMBER, YOU'RE GOVERNMENT AGENTS, NOT GANGSTA!

Luckily I didn't face that because I'm always doing the assignment first before I am doing another jobs. Goin' to any Mie Gacoan restaurant only for ordering food and using the Internet to get the assignment done every Monday in learning time..... View quoted note →

I have no idea what the fuck is going on with United States, especially with their current president who wants Greenland and had kidnapped Venezuelan president Nicolas Maduro due to "narcoterorism" which if you understand the politics on Venezuela he did never do that before. He came from working class. Clearly they just wanted a fucking fossil oil (petroleum) and don't care about social impact and violation that they made but they use Veto to avoid getting warned. Most countries like China and Russia are really mad seeing what was US doing there.