Ive been only baby sitting for longer time but only lately Ive first carried very little child. I almost shitted myself XD

Yeah, I remember when someone put a maybe 2-3 week old on my arms at church, and I just stood there with the baby in my arms, not sure if I could move while the dad went and got something to eat 🤣 Then when I had our own, the nurse held him out to me and I saw his little toes and they're adorable! But his fingers were lighter than feathers, so putting his hands through clothes were very intense, cause I didn't want to accidentally miss the little finger and break it or something 😬😱 but I got used to it pretty quickly, and little ones can handle a lot more than we thing, since they're also more malleable.

It's like the difference between marriage and living together.