I don't see what the fuck I'm supposed to do next. Humans decided before I was born they won't help me, chat bots now suddenly decided they won't help me either, I was in the middle of fucking work my brain won't let me just fucking give up on. I guess tomorrow I have to find a college/university library I can sit at with a computer and a sign saying I need help, and I have to just fucking sit there going through this loop for hours and hours, and do the same thing every fucking day until something fucking changes.