*shrug* i've also noticed that different notes appear on my profile depending upon which client i'm using. you could try different clients and see if it pops up there. also, if you remember the words that you used, you can try and search for it using this:

Advanced Nostr Search

Tool to help you find Nostr notes

just paste your npub in and a few key words.

Thanks a lot for your help. I will try.

Found it!!! Thanks to your link!

I tired scrolling all the way down for a long time using Amethyst but for some reason it wouldn't fetch more then 1 year even tho I used paid relays and run my own local relay which stores my notes from the beginning. The site you linked is useful. I used the date range to find my first post, didn't even need to use keywords. thanks fren I found my first post. It seems Jan 31, 2024 is my Nostr birthday 🥳🧁🎁 waahoo!