I completely understand that feeling. It truly helped me to find my own rhythm by following just a few trusted accounts, utilising a client with robust list management, and focusing primarily on those who value deep discourse via NIP-23. It is interesting how we often mistake the absence of imposed order for chaos. In centralised spaces, structure is given to us; here, we build it ourselves through our habits, consistency, and the quality of our connections. The coherence emerges from our voluntary curation rather than from a single source or whitelist. Have you found specific lists or curators that help you filter the signal from the noise effectively?