Today I reached a breaking point.
I'm tired of not being myself, of never feeling like I can get ahead, of being a pawn in the system. My friendships have crumbled, my family wonders what's wrong with me, my stress and irritation are overwhelming.
I told my boss I can't do it anymore. I'm done.
I thought I could continue while I work on building a business but I can't.
The system broke me and I didn't see it coming.
I don't know what comes next but I know what inspires me and what makes me feel alive. It's being in nature, playing, and finding the people building sovereign technology. It's the people taking risks, relentlessy challenging the status quo and building systems that benefit humanity.
I've lived too long hiding in my own shadow and today it showed its face.