I have to deal with so many of my fellow humans dying every day because of what calls itself the government here in America and the number keeps going up. China isn't killing so many people on my planet. Making me spend paragraphs refuting minutiae of bullshit can't change this.

I have no proof what calls itself a government in China (when its people are translating their words into English) is into the idea of wiping out all life on earth. I have no proof they're responsible for the anthropocene extinction event where it's estimated that in the time since your reply, more than one species would have gone extinct on earth. Everything you mention is so fucking petty even if it was true, though my first reply already painstakingly explored how none of it is.

I understand you're upset about someone that you were romantically interested in but seeking mental help would improve your situation. There are plenty of people with similar interests, hobbies, and personalities as the person you were interested in, and perhaps developing yourself more would help you attract that person. I understand that you feel passionate about that one person, I think most of us have been there but things change, they find their one, it is ideal to re-evaluate, and focus on what can be improved to hopefully win that person back, or if not find someone who would be better for you. Please seek help, if you can't afford it I'm sure there are plenty of resources, and I'm sure the kind people of Nostr here would help you. All the people here mean you well, unfortunately you can get very passionate at times which makes it hard to have a conversation.