Omg I'm not the nostr queen, plz stahp posting. Why is no one posting? Nostr ded now or what? Fake and gay, I'm leaving. Plz zap ๐ฅน๐ Why are you only sending me 1 sat zaps, blocked.
Sigh, I'm tired boss.
My therapist is suggesting I talk even more about getting hit by a car, and here I thought I was being too redundant ๐คฃ
"You've volunteered until you fell over, horrified your doctor by saying you were going to start rowing because you're gaining weight, and booked a u haul thinking you could move furniture yourself.... I think if you added the context of getting hit by a car you'd see how ridiculous you're being."
And who doesn't want to hear about your fish man dreams ๐ ๐ I look forward to part two ๐คฃ
I'm getting better but messing up my recovery by being delusional, which is very par for the course. It's hard to just take it easy when "doing too much" is baked into my personality ๐คฃ
It's a frustrating side effect of having disassociation issues. My body is in pain, so I disassociate and do not feel pain. I do indeed feel fine!
But then I fall over because my body literally cannot function BECAUSE I WAS HIT BY A CAR AND INDEED AM NOT FINE.
It's hard to keep reminding myself ๐คฃ