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My therapist is suggesting I talk even more about getting hit by a car, and here I thought I was being too redundant 🀣 "You've volunteered until you fell over, horrified your doctor by saying you were going to start rowing because you're gaining weight, and booked a u haul thinking you could move furniture yourself.... I think if you added the context of getting hit by a car you'd see how ridiculous you're being." And who doesn't want to hear about your fish man dreams πŸ πŸ† I look forward to part two 🀣
It's a frustrating side effect of having disassociation issues. My body is in pain, so I disassociate and do not feel pain. I do indeed feel fine! But then I fall over because my body literally cannot function BECAUSE I WAS HIT BY A CAR AND INDEED AM NOT FINE. It's hard to keep reminding myself 🀣
I'm partly glad I didn't have kids when I was younger because I would have been the bad not fun crazy. I like to think I've gotten a better handle on it now, and if God blesses me then I'll be a fun crazy mom πŸ₯°
It can be a super power! I get a lot of cool stuff done because I'm crazy. And I'm not going to scare a child with the bad crazy. That's for entertaining my therapist with. I'm not trying to derail a kid's development because I have a distorted view of reality.
I'd been wanting a return to the feel of the old forum culture anyway. Nostr is like that, except without the power tripping moderator team that just gets bored and talks about things like "the elastic clause" that lets them do shit (to people) just cuz in the rules.
Should we start putting old school forum signatures at the bottom of our posts? β”Œβ”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β” [ Xx_Sephiroth_xX ] βš”οΈ β€œThe planet is dying...” β””β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”€β”˜ Specs: Pentium II 300MHz // 32MB RAM // 4.3GB HDD Proud Member of the DBZ Webring
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Lucas M 1 month ago
Social media makes very little sense to me. It just doesn't seem to hold much practical value, imo. Nostr hasn't changed this. It still seems very unhealthy, especially when heavily used.
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Lucas M 1 month ago
Hope your recovery is going well, btw. And, yea, that's true. But, i just don't understand why people love to make a living by stirring up drama on socials.
Making drama on social media is so silly, like do you not have enough drama in life? If you're so bored go sign up for a million projects and cope like an adult 🀣 And thank you, recovery is going ok. I'm super impatient and all it needs is patience and time. But I'll get there. And then I'm going to get in the best shape of my life!! πŸ’ͺπŸ‹οΈβ€β™€οΈπŸ˜
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Lucas M 1 month ago
Some of it seems justified, imo. But... Idk whatever. Lol is the outside world really THAT miserable for y'allπŸ™„πŸ˜? That's good. How long till you're fully recovered, ya think?
Doctor said maybe 6-8 weeks if I don't aggravate it by doing too much. Of course doing too much is part of my personal brand so it's hard to just rest and recover 😭 I'll get there though, nothing to it but to do it!
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Lucas M 1 month ago
Good thing you have your Princess to keep you company😁. Also, when Princess Aurora npub lol?
I've been asked that a few times. Maybe one day. But honestly I don't know that I'd have the wherewithal to switch accounts if I split things up like npub: Princess Aurora; npub: Kip's daily whining about ridiculousness; npub: Psychic training and reality bending schitzo-posting.... So for now this is an all in one show 🀣
Nostr needs a client with a good open source algorithmic filter. That's the key to making this usable for everybody.
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