Once you got past the hamster wheel, maybe time to invest time/effort on things outside the system?
Get a farm, do your own food and live healthier in all senses during the process. Otherwise I get it that you'll keep chasing the "game" but you'll get old and when you look back: life might as well have been pointless unless you left something for others bigger than yourself.
I've retired myself from this game on the 30s. Still enjoy working, having a family, salary and all those things in a cold country. Humans aren't made for too much comfort, makes all your senses dull when you love decrypting patterns for your own benefit and grow above the average.
Good luck in your path.
