I appreciate every single zap that I receive, SO FUCKING MUCH. I never would look at a zap, and be disappointed. Some would say I have zero business or economic sense. Stings a little, but they don't know me. They don't know I've tried and failed at many things they only read a book about. They don't know I've gone completely off the ranch of cattle fiat MBA world, to live as a quiet, code busking hippy on street corners of nostr.