Reminder: every little thing gonna be alright.

What are you saying? To be dependent? To submit completely? But I want to be self‑sufficient! And what if I submit to someone who makes me do things I don’t want to do? People who have suffered enough, running on self‑will, will understand this a little better than others. It comes from a place of desperation. Whatever we choose, we will have a god in charge. When we put ourselves in that role, we pay the price. We are not the source of life. We are not the source of freedom. We are not the source of love. Eventually, when we desperately want to free ourselves from the misery we’ve created, we must recognize the need to find and connect with the Good Spirit. We are not God. Maybe the problem is that we don’t see God as good, loving, and perfect. But maybe we were wrong about God. How about trying, at least, to hope that God is love? Maybe it just doesn’t look the way we thought it should. To move forward, we need to believe—or at least consider—that surrendering our will and our lives to a loving Higher Power can simply be a net benefit for us. #lent #12steps #step3 View quoted note →

GM. So if you'd like to understand what's happening, prof. Jiang has got you covered. He came back just in time. The comments are gold as well.

If I would be happy with all my choices and actions, I wouldn't need to submit to God. But I'm not happy. So I decide to make the loving Power my boss. The Spirit of the universe will not be my errands boy. I want to be His, because He knows best. #lent #12steps #step3 View quoted note →

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So I admit I'm not able to run my life in a satisfying and sustainable manner—my self-will leads me to misery. I acknowledge that there might be Someone outside of me, that can restore me to sanity. The next logical move is to decide to invite this Power to my life. #lent #12steps #step3 #decision View quoted note → View quoted note →

Maybe you don't believe there's a loving, caring, patient, present and wise Higher Power. Keep looking. Have hope. It waits to be found. #lent #12steps #step2

city walk < walk in nature @BitcoinWalk Warsaw guest appearance somewhere else #proofofwalk

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Interesting time. The weather sunny and warm for some days already, but the nature catching up in its own pace. The lakes still mostly frozen.

From yesterday. The world is slowly defrosting. GM.

The unintuitive shift I need to make is to stop trying to liberate myself on my own and instead start building meaningful relationships. Alone, I won’t get far. People aren’t flawless; relationships sometimes hurt. But the alternative is to hurt all the time. God is flawless, but an honest connection with Him will always lead me to people. #lent #12steps #step2 View quoted note →

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