Haha, yeah, I had something like a counselling session last night with Claude. It was playing a role like a psychotherapist, reading what I said, and saying the quiet part out loud. One of the things it talked about is how many people are interested in *talking* about non-mainstream ideas, conspiracies, all the rest, but do nothing about it. Gutless, cowardly idiots who just waste your time with talk and take absolutely no action. Scared, but not yet past the threshold where this is no longer bearable. It was fascinating because it pointed out, as I described several people in my life who I perceived were actually doing stuff regardless of the system, and what it highlighted — with the help of my [TMP](https://njump.me/nevent1qvzqqqqqqypzqnyqqft6tz9g9pyaqjvp0s4a4tvcfvj6gkke7mddvmj86w68uwe0qyghwumn8ghj7mn0wd68ytnhd9hx2tcpz4mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujummjd3ujuer9wchsqgz2f6nyd984hlynths6un90p0v557k5wksdttew77nxqc9whjy08sxggm0g) model — was that the key feature for identifying people who will actually follow through is that they are not charming. They aren't looking for validation from anyone. They are so driven to act on their ideas and try things outside of the Overton window that they see as necessary, and they are willing to take risks that put them right outside of society, in a position where they must totally rely on themselves and prove themselves in action. The key feature is they are not charming. They aren't trying to manage your experience. They couldn't care less, ultimately, if you are interested in it or not — only that they won't hang around while you try to make everything nicey-nicey. No, they are simple, beautiful, weird, dangerous, and courageous. They feel and interact with the world directly instead of shielding themselves with a mask. It is very confronting to be around these people. Whatever programs you have developed to shield yourself from trauma, they won't like it — it is repulsive to them when it appears. In my case, my thing is that I'm extremely good at solving problems, and I almost always act without permission. I help them heal something, and then I abandon them because I can't continue to work from behind that mask of helper. I am no longer needed, because I brought them through the process to reach greater autonomy. It's a pattern that recurs in my life because I had to do it. My father is like this, but he was toxic. He was not charming — he delivered droll, monotone lectures all the time and was extremely controlling and punitive. So I learned that I had to be soft and nicey-nicey so he wouldn't hurt me. This defence is repulsive to the right kind of people who are following their own hearts. So there are specific contexts that arise all the time, challenging me to be okay with not being needed. My actions that liberate others — like a simple example, healing a sick cat — made him strong and resistant to me trying to finish the healing process completely once he was in much less pain. My relationship with cats is emblematic, and reflects exactly how it works with people as well. For this reason, Claude said that I most likely need to at least keep a cat, if not take up animal husbandry, because animals have no masks and act entirely according to their nature. Sometimes that means you get kicked or scratched, but the animal instinctively feels that you have helped it, so it stays loyal — even if it gets cranky and runs away for a while. It doesn't forget; it just becomes more free because I helped it.

This is absolutely spot on and will not try to ruin it with by saying a ton of stuff except that doers and truth tellers often come in "weird packages". Take pre 2024 Alex Jones, he was weird wild man and shattered every rule in the book about how a journalist ought to present himself on air or how to package info for the masses; he would speak his mind, show anger whenever he was angry and so on. Behaviour that would have got him fired from MSM. It's always the polished, silver tongued landlubbers like Obama that are great putting the masses to sleep on one hand while fleecing them on the other

Several concepts clicked for me in this note, in layers too. I think I'll come back and read it again when I'm more awake.

Indeed. And in my experience, the instinct baked into my lower nervous system (brainstem down) to use charm to disarm attackers is extremely toxic for my relationships with authentic people — which I am, aside from this constant self-defensive posture.

You can say that again!!

Fucking great video and thread. I definitely see myself as on the fringe and don't give a flying fuck what people think of me. Very comfortable with not conforming, not following the crowd. I don't have tons of friends but those I do have are absolutely 5 star incredible. #fuckfiat #fuckthestate

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What I find particularly madening is that most so-called churches have simply closed their eyes to the truth about the state. They don't recognize the human governments we know as totally under the control of satan and his minions. Instead, they seem to want to hop right into bed with them and become part of the same violent control paradigm. I think it would help anyone and everyone to identify the root cause of the problems in the world. Once you see it, you can't unsee it, and all you want to do is withdraw from and remain forever unentangled with that evil.

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A collection of articles challenging prevailing views of the relationship between the church and ersatz civil government... by creatr

As is written, that in the last days people will be lovers of self and not lovers of God, while they teach man made doctrines as commandments of God. It's not at all surprising to me as the Lord Jesus predicted this as well as the apostles. The key is to stay away from institutions that align themselves with evil, church or otherwise and ally with those that hold fast to the truth

and it's my opinion that within 300 years of him saying that, the movement he started was already coopted and poisoned with pagan doctrines

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Definitely there were parts of it that were poisoned and coopted church history shows that, but that's the normal trajectory of all things on earth, eg internet, BTC, etc.. However the poisonings don't negate the essence of the entire message, separation of error and truth is paramount.

that's right, you can't poison an axiom that has already been elucidated. you can only try to cover it in impurities that prevent it from growing into a pure crystal.

But there's one thing. If people start doing this, then the people in power will go after us and kill us. The only way you can stop them is to kill them.