I can relate. 🫂

heres the thing, over the internet theres not much anyone can do to help. Other than provide kind words typed. What would be most helpful is to somehow find motivation to leave the house get out in public and mingle and ideally find someone attractive to spend some time with

I abandoned Facebook for 2 years to share myself on Nostr and be of service to the filed because I believe in the protocol and the freedom tech. What I need to face is that's where my community is NOT here. Not yet anyways. I really wish I could have built what I have there here but I guess I am not your Bitcoin influencer or necessarily desire to become one. But I do value connection, belonging, being recognized, being seen, being held and supported when I most need it. The juxtaposition I guess is in the algo I guess or whatever. View quoted note →

Juxtaposition. I post on Nostr = 🦗 I post on FB = may have saved my life. Makes me realize. I built community for a decade and a half... Real people, human faces, familiarity, deep sharings, heart to heart connections, deep conversations, debates, engagement, shared experiences, empathy, compassion, understanding, belonging... ...then I ditched it for this?!?!?! At least I know I will get a fucking GM from the GM Nostr bot. View quoted note →

I don't have a house. I agree on the limitations of the internet and also disagree.

all I meant was that if ur feeling tired and not in a good mood, that might be a sign your heart is telling you to go meet someone new. For example if I ran into you randomly and we had a cool conversation in person it would create the momentum that we look forward to and potentially need. We get coached to "work on ourselves" but really maybe the opposite is better?

I appreciate the suggestion. It is a good one and indeed a medicine I have been proactive about infusing back into my life. My tiredness is soul and deep bone and not related to fleeting moods. The days before I posted this, I had the most socializing I had done in a while. I reconnected with an old friend, two actually, I attended two dance sessions with folks in the county I'd like to find a home base, and hung out at a picnic sitting on the grass soaking sun at the park after one of them with 20-30 other people. The day before that I also attended a Socratic seminar at Presidio Bitcoin on AI, had brief interactions with folks from this space. View quoted note →

❤️❤️❤️ ur way more fun than me it sounds like,