My birthday is in two days.
A friend suggested that I finally do something I have struggled to do for a long time: make a list of my needs.
2025—or perhaps I should say my 40th year—has been the most challenging year of my life.
I underwent an emergency appendectomy during the September Virgo eclipse. The experience was deeply traumatic and was accompanied by homelessness, difficult relational dynamics, financial strain, and two weeks of antibiotics that left my system completely gutted.
But the truth is that much of this did not begin in 2025. In many ways, it has been the continuation of a much longer chapter.
Looking back, I think part of what has brought me to this moment is prolonged separation from community and a place of belonging.
After unexpectedly spending nearly a year in Bulgaria caring for my grandmother, who had dementia and was immobile, I don't think I ever fully recovered from the physical, emotional, and energetic demands of that chapter.
I then found myself living a highly nomadic life for the next two and a half years, away from the community that had been home to me for more than eight years in the Sierra Nevada foothills.
While that journey brought many gifts, meaningful experiences, and people I would never have met otherwise, it also came with a cost. I lost the daily rhythms of community, familiarity, and belonging. The people who know me. The people who ask how I'm doing. The people who recognize when something is off and hold space with presence. The hugs, the conversations, the chance encounters, and the simple experience of being woven into the fabric of a place.
I think I underestimated how much those things matter. The toll of prolonged instability, constant transition, and living without the support structures that most people rely on has been tremendous.
Many people have offered spiritual advice, mindset shifts, prayers, and energetic perspectives. I genuinely appreciate all of it.
But right now, what I need most is earthly, practical, material support.
For those who have asked how they can help, here is an honest list.
🏡 HOME
I need a home.
I need a stable place to land for the next 3, 6, or 12+ months so I can heal, recover, regenerate, and begin finding solid ground again.
I welcome contributions toward creating that stability, whether through housing support, direct financial support, or other aligned arrangements.
I welcome meaningful introductions to individuals, opportunities, properties, or arrangements that genuinely have the potential to support this next chapter.
I am particularly interested in connections related to the type of residential stewardship arrangement described at Diyana.care.
How that home arrives remains a mystery. I am open to the right pathway.
🚗 TRANSPORTATION
I need reliable transportation and ultimately my own vehicle.
I welcome vehicle leads, vehicle donations, contributions toward purchasing a vehicle, creative transportation arrangements, or an unused vehicle that someone may no longer be driving and would be willing to place into service.
💼 INCOME, OPPORTUNITIES & REFERRALS
I welcome aligned part-time, full-time, contract, consulting, project-based, and creative opportunities.
I also welcome referrals and introductions where my skills may be of service.
My background includes strategy, marketing, communications, website development, project support, community building, intuitive guidance, deep listening, healing work, and helping people gain clarity during periods of transition and change.
I welcome introductions to individuals, organizations, patrons, benefactors, and aligned projects that may resonate with my experience, skills, and the work I am here to bring into the world.
💻 TECHNOLOGY
I welcome a Silicon-based laptop or contributions toward one so I can fully participate in modern AI tools and opportunities.
🧬 HEALTH & RECOVERY
I welcome support for microbiome restoration, health testing, support toward my supplement staples, bodywork, dollars for groceries, and other resources that support healing and recovery.
🚀 PROJECTS, TRAINING & MENTORSHIP
I also welcome support, mentorship, strategy, training, and hands-on guidance from those with experience in:
• Agentic AI, AI workflows, automation, MCPs, and autonomous systems
• Grant writing, fundraising, sponsorships, and nonprofit development
• Trusts, PMAs, churches, and alternative organizational structures
• Building Freedom Tech, open protocols, community infrastructure, and coordination layers
• Mission-driven projects, organizational design, and bringing ideas from concept to reality
Several projects that are close to my heart have been waiting in the wings while I've focused on survival and recovery. If you have expertise in any of these areas and feel called to donate your time, guidance, strategy, training, or mentorship, I would deeply appreciate the support.
👕 PRACTICAL SUPPORT
Organic cotton, hemp, and linen clothing.
Gift cards for groceries and essentials.
Cash.
Bitcoin.
Stablecoins.
Dollars.
Euros.
Any practical support that lightens the load.
Sometimes the greatest gift is not a contribution but a meaningful connection.
More than anything, I am seeking enough stability to focus on healing, restoring my health, rebuilding my income, and bringing several projects that have been waiting in the wings forward.
For those who simply wish to gift, thank you. I receive your support with deep gratitude.
For those who would prefer an exchange, investment, sponsorship, patronage, or some form of reciprocity, I will share a separate list of ways I can contribute, support, build, create, strategize, teach, guide, and give back.
Feel free to reach out directly.
Venmo: @Diyana
Cash App: $rebirthearth
I can also provide Bitcoin, stablecoin, or other payment options upon request.
Thank you for helping me remember that I am not completely alone. ❤️
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Beneath the surface of turmoil, a gentle whisper stirs - a desire to unravel the threads of your soul, to weave a tapestry of unspoken needs.
If you ever come back to Europe, some of those can be done quite easily, but it’s hard to do over the pond.
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I appreciate the suggestion. It is a good one and indeed a medicine I have been proactive about infusing back into my life. My tiredness is soul and deep bone and not related to fleeting moods.
The days before I posted this, I had the most socializing I had done in a while. I reconnected with an old friend, two actually, I attended two dance sessions with folks in the county I'd like to find a home base, and hung out at a picnic sitting on the grass soaking sun at the park after one of them with 20-30 other people. The day before that I also attended a Socratic seminar at Presidio Bitcoin on AI, had brief interactions with folks from this space.
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For example car is easy. From the top of my head I can think of two maybe three projects I could introduce you to, something is always going on. Housing as well, there are lots of possibilities. Of course, my area of knowledge is CZ, but I strongly suspect similar opportunities around the EU. And Prague is extremely welcoming to foreigners.
How come car is easy? What are the projects? They wouldn't work remote? Praague does sound somewhat appealing. Never been though.
There are lots of unused cars here, even I have one too many. I know of few companies looking for marketing/social people, but most companies here (or at least those that are worth it) don’t do full remote. Prague is much worse than ten fifteen years before, but many for foreigners even more appealing.
Thank you, @helen. 🥹